then i would

Thursday, July 31, 2008

seems like lessons are getting shorter and shorter. this is certainly a bad thing as it gives me more time to waste and it makes me feel like not coming to school in the first place. but still, i must uphold my principles and not skip school. maybe i will if there is a good reason. finally done most of my work at the opportunity cost of not going for training. i just hope that my work is up to standard. yay! tomorrow is friday meaning that i'm going for festival of praise. (=
Ms Sharon Quek-Lee x 5874

sharonhoped.
11:54 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ob presentation is like so fun. i love jeevan's muthu curry a pity i didn't have his picture. ash's video is so funny and cool. if only i can get my hands on her video. even though ob is done, i'm reminded of lcomm and economics. ok, now i just remembered i got some stuff due tomorrow. i think i'm seriously dead.

a drawing of burnt lady on a cow with a cat. look and interpret

sharonhoped.
11:03 PM

i always thought that i'm lucky to get to work with people who really matter about grades and stuff. i seriously think that they are the best people i can get and i'm glad that there isn't much problems. it seems that we don't need to talk bad about one another because there isn't anything bad to said. until i realise that actually i'm the one causing all the trouble. when you are already on the verge of giving up and people just comment about you, you just give up on everything. when i say everything, i mean studies, cheer and everything else. since i have been proven that in any group, there will always be someone that the others would not like. since i got this role, might as well accept it. i rather be deaf then hear comments from others.

suhui so enthu

sharonhoped.
12:23 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

despite my tiredness which i didn't mind of course since i had a tiny bit of achievement today. everyday is like projects and work, so boring. saw my vp from hs and i think he said that hs is starting cheerleading. so cool. tomorrow actually had no lessons but i'm still going back to for ob and op. learnt shoulderstand and elevator today. besides the pain everything else seems fine but i still must train more. must train on my popping, so i can pop high like a guy! there will always be some sad parts in life right. but now it seems that i have already changed for chirst. even when people hurt me, bitch about me, treat me like crap when i really gave in my all in certain friendships i somehow feel sad for these people. if i'm still the person i use to be, i would just bitch about them and be damn annoyed with them. either i'm too busy with work to be bothered about these people all i have really changed. which i hoped i did change for the better. if certain people don't want the things that i did for them, too bad. i rather spend my time helping others who would want my help. don't worry, i'm not bitching about you like the way certain people did to me.

sharonhoped.
12:18 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

i guess i got to wait until 10 aug to attend youth since there wasn't any today. i agree that jeevan is funny but i would prefer it when he isn't doing funny things that involve me in in. i'm not going to post anything that he posted in his brog so that i can further embarrass myself. i still had fun stealing food during lunch!

sharonhoped.
10:37 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

finally finished one economics article, but i still have one more article and the gdp thing. op meetings can be never quiet especially today jeevan is around too. i hope that jeevan can never get to blog about the video taken by farid otherwise it is going to be so embarrassing. was supposed to be doing csa e-learning but ended up playing game instead because i totally forgot about csa. which means that tomorrow i'm going to be very very busy.

can't you see i'm busy?

sharonhoped.
10:56 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

had a long long day today and i didn't even felt like going to school in the first place. projects are dumb when you can't get your facts right. i think case report should be rephrased into questions and answers section. that will make things easier. a pity that our class didn't go for interclass games. but i think i should suggest beach volleyball. because if we play beach volleyball i will be the first to play. i'm back to watching chappelle show and laugh like nobody's business.

this is dave as R.Kelly but i have no idea why he make this song.

See more funny videos at Funny or Die

dave chappelle MTV cribs

eww... can't believe they made elmo say that.

how can i forget this. was shown during bsc subcomm briefing

sharonhoped.
10:02 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

it's cool to have lessons ending at 10am. i seriously spent the rest of my day and night doing projects and tutorials. after the long long project meeting for op case, we ar still stuck so i still have to go home and read the case until i can dream about it. that is if i can get any sleep. finished my economics tutorial and ob project due tomorrow but i still need to do tons of review questions. i'm still stuck at tp library chionging whatever i can chiong and i swear the aircon is giving me a fever. but i don't really have much choices, i will get distracted at home and end up wasting time doing stuff like blogging. ok, back to burying my head in projects and tutorials

see. i studied way too hard.

sharonhoped.
8:06 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

i'm not in the mood to even study when i know i'm supposed to. stupid bangs, you make me feel like banging the wall. seriously ok. i won't post pictures until i get an hair extension or my hair grows longer. this is not the only problem, in fact this is the least important among everything. bitches are just plain lame. i'm so sick whenever i face you and you give me that face of yours and i know that you are always bitching about me. so retarded. if you dislike me in any way can't you just tell me straight in my face? i ensure you i have more things to say about you. i hate it when people discuss things behind my back. it's like i'm not part of them when actually i'm supposed to. if only i can get things done on my own. can i like hate everyone since they don't really care anyways.

sharonhoped.
10:28 PM

today seems like a sad day for me. ms tay is going to practice law again. i don't want. i want her to be my tutor for lsm. i wonder if there are other reasons to why she want to go back to practice. she don't really need a job in the first place since her husband is a pp which means that they are rich. i think i just realised why ms tay look so familiar. she look like ma adeline tan from hs. another sad news is that larry brought a weighting scale to school. ARGH! i'm fat, very fat. when i thought that my size was okay and i'm fine with wearing sleeveless larry have to bring that thing to school. should i force myself to vomit after every meal to slim down? the final sad sad news is that i can't run to save my life. 6 rounds on the track and i'm lagging half a round compared to the others. 3 rounds around the school and i'm lagging behind one round compared to the others and i'm the last. at least i didn't stop but continuing running. no wonder i don't deserve a bubble tea from r.jiejie. i'm too tried to post the remaining pictures of the performance. maybe will do it tomorrow. oh ya, happy birthday pearl an. but you still have to do forward and back roll. (=

sharonhoped.
12:56 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

now with no more apel and lsm lectures, monday is even more boring. thanks ming farid and marcus for doing so much for csa project. i'm sorry for being so useless. cheer is ever so tiring but i still got to force myself to and stay awake. i caused both of my flyers to fall, so useless right. why the people whom you think will care about you actually can't be bothered with you at all? so hurting.

anything chocolate is nice

sharonhoped.
12:05 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

crap. slept at 2 am and woke up at 9am. and i'm supposed to wake up at 7. at least the taxi is fast so i reached church at 10am. if i don't force myself to sleep early i think everyday at school will be a tiring day for me. 24 hours a day is seriously not enough for me to finish my work and and get enough sleep. how do i find time to do extra studying? can i like quit school and devote 16 hours to God. why can't you just trust me enough to tell me about your problems. not as if i will go announcing to everyone i know. conclusion? i can't be trusted and i can't help my friends with their problems.

imagine han lin doing this.

sharonhoped.
9:36 PM

nothing much to say about today. just feel tired, manly(because of my voice) and did i mention i'm tired now. i think the rain sort of ruin the day. because quite a few performances had to perform in the rain. since there is a performance of cause there will be pictures. and i think what i have in my phone is like less than one third of all the pictures taken today.

i didn't know r is like that

t.jiejie so cute

female cheerleaders

this proves that there is a female side in every guy

we took a lot of pictures in the toilet while doing make up. there is chye in every picture because she took all this with her phone.

chye and cheryl

chye and my flyer

chye and gg

chye and hui xian act cute

eww. they act cute again. so unglam

i think gg decide to act cute also (=

chye and jolyn

same people again

chye and me

i'm the cutest!

more evidence of my cuteness

chye and nic

the tall girls in blazers

jasmine(s)

si min chye and me at the back

the two acting cute again...
finally done and really to go out

ronney's hair so cute. can act like duck

finally got hl milk. i'm not doing this anymore

cheng yee the strong girl

so sweet of wei hoe and t.jiejie

jolyn the backspot

do i look retarded doing this? whatever! its my pose

i think su hui looks like small girl

T jie jie and i have big eyes

she brushed her teeth today (=

so gay

nic's pose is nice

kelwin looks fat in this picture

so he tried taking another one

and he still looks fat even behind me

chye and gary

chye and kelwin with double chin
tons of group photos before the performance...

after the performance is phototaking time again...

r and i have kissable lips

was supposed to take a picture of my hair but somehow it turned out ugly

the person who sprayed this shirt did a good job (=

hl me r and wei hoe got the 'prize'

there is no support ok!!

charyl su hui geok ghee and si min

chye and bryan

chye and han lin

chye and kelwin

shoulderstand group

chye kelwin jolyn

joy hl pearl an hui xian mich chye bryan
group photos after performance

since we are cheerleaders. of course must stunts up!

finally...

the girls

and the guys
not forgetting...

joy larry justin

and seniors...
and of course the reason why we take all these pictures.

sharonhoped.
1:32 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

time now seems to go by very quickly. another week has passed and i still haven't get most of my work done yet. i learnt how to borrow a book in tp today! thanks to jazmon and nice librarian. went for bsc subcomm interview today and i think i did badly. but it's not like i will die if i don't get in. went to help out to spray the tp i am... shirt for tomorrow's performance. today is also the first time i use a spray. by right i should sleep early but it's like i have so many things to do until i don't even know where i should start from. tomorrow must buy hl milk and take picture. (= i feel so useless when i can't even help people close to me.

this is si min. i will tell her to brush her teeth from tomorrow onwards (=

me in r slippers. imagine me with big foot. eww

sharonhoped.
11:56 PM

chatting on the phone till 3am (once in a while) is cool. the best thing is that i can't stop myself from smiling i'm not tired at all and it really made my day. today's economics is like so chim until now i still can't understand. or maybe it's because i wasn't really paying attention (= i really got to find more time to study otherwise all my grades will be F. so sorry to whoever is in my group for any project. because i'm the one that is always not getting the job done or what i did will be wrong. i guess my peer appraisal part will be very bad. i'm like the dumbest girl in L105 or maybe the dumbest in law & management. so tired...

sharonhoped.
12:05 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i can't believe i did my lcomm summary wrongly. which means i have to redo it and get it printed in school. kind of troublesome. and there is test on friday. no idea whether the marks are graded but the problem is i don't even have time to study. and ming still gave me a 'bomb' which will set off at friday afternoon. i finally realised that i have too much commitments in school. and it's like all these commitments don't really need me and i'm still thinking of joining bsc subcomm and campus crusade. i don't care, campus crusade is a must but i must find out how to join. and my mum is saying that i should quit one of my ccas. maybe she's right.it's like i'm out at school everyday and got no time to study and do projects. i wonder if the choice that i made is right or not. i wonder if i made this choice because of the people there, not enough time to study, or just feeling plain lazy. is there any place or person in this world that needs me? i doubt so. maybe i can quit all my commitments and no one will bother. i searched for dreamweaver for nearly two hours and all this searching is giving me an headache. i just hope that the school's computer have it so i can dismantle the 'bomb'. i'm so pissed!!

sharonhoped.
9:33 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

even though tuesday is the shortest day of the week i still couldn't get much work done. maybe it's because of tp's internet connection. couldn't turn up for dance vetting because if i don't turn up for cheer how is fiona going to fly? after today i think i'm really sick of myself. i'm sick of getting injuries after every training. no wonder i can't seem to grow taller. i'm sick of not being able to do push ups correctly. i'm sick of tying my hair after every stunt. i'm sick of bitches bitching about me. is bitching really that fun? in case you didn't know, your comment has somehow hurt me. why you always sound so fierce towards me? i know i keep bothering you, i rather you tell me the truth than give this kind of comments.

sharonhoped.
11:33 PM

today seems like a long day with so many lessons. went all the way out of school to conduct apel lesson. i think our group had a fun time cheating on those games. after the fun then comes the sad part. i nearly failed my lsm class test. really must wake up and focus on studies now. during csa my group really did last minute work but still manage to pass the 40% thing set by norshida. cheer is really tiring today but still got to tahan everything. i think i fell in love with hangstands except for the blood-rush-to-head part.

this isn't fake okay. it's me!! took it before practice

and after practice

sharonhoped.
12:03 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

finally read finish the case today but there are still certain parts i just can't seem to understand. today EL turn 41 years old and i bet the scene of overflowing people is nice to see from the stage. but i didn't get the chance to see that. thanks yong chian for your effort i will still wear the cell tee but maybe the other way around. (= i think there is nothing i didn't like about today except a regret of not asking someone to come today for the combined service.

this is a big big cake

happy birthday!

i know it's crazy to think about next year but if you are voting please don't give stupid answers.

sharonhoped.
10:43 PM

saturday is really a good time for me to rest unless i have to work and do projects. despite all the sleep that i had i was still sleepy in the afternoon but ended up playing kiddish games instead. but some of the games were actually quite fun and a good way to waste time. so end up i got to burn midnight oil just to finish up with my work because i wasn't in the mood to do work in the afternoon and i had to work at night. i know i should work first and play later but who really make sure they do this? oh ya i love it when my mum buy new shoes that i like. because i can wear them around too.

sharonhoped.
12:45 AM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

the tutorials for today ended really fast but then again there was nothing much to do in the first place. lunch at pizza hut really burnt my purse today. at least my warm chocolate cake with ice cream is worth it. didn't really find the time to study during the break and i still wasted 1 hour playing games. i really hate the going-home-then-come-back-for-cca part. maybe i should have gotten my subway cookie first before going for dance. at the rate i'm going i don't have any confidence that i will get into dreams. why do stupid things always happen to me? at least i got a reminder that if people want to bitch about me it's their problem. i should focus on things above and not silly things. i really hope i will get the chance to join campus crusade along with fellow classmates. oh ya. finally change my blogskin. hopefully i will think of a nice link to change too.

chicken royale something. the cheese is nice

warm cake with ice cream taste better than ice cream or cake

sharonhoped.
12:52 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008

i just realised after economics lecture that actually economics is very interesting. hopefully being interested in it can ensure good results. thanks to farid boss i'm now a loser in class unless everyone forget whatever he said during break time. after csa went to 'eat' again then sort of discussed op at jupiter. after that went to library and waited for someone who didn't turn up. seriously i'm not going to do any of this dumb stuff anymore for anyone. during cheer today was training arms and somehow my legs felt more tired then my arms. left thigh stand is like instant blue black.)=

sharonhoped.
12:28 AM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

was slightly late for ob tutorial today so i don't know if Dr ang will mark me absent or not. lunch at ITAS was nice except that the food ruin my relationship with broccoli and peach. anyways it seems that group discussion will always be funny with farid around. hope we didn't annoy ms goh during lcomm today. learnt a few fun facts today but not related to ob or lcomm.
1-white nails look nice on me.
2-shermeine doesn't know what a cargo lift is for.
3-too much tofu gives you memory loss.
4-wasi is a indian muslim. i wonder why.

sharonhoped.
10:05 PM

even though i only had lsm tutorial today it was extremely tiring for me. after presentations and everything went to subway and had lunch with a bunch of other girls then went home and out again for cheer training. i think we did about 100 jumping jets in replacement for running. after that is leg conditioning. i think by tomorrow my legs will be like jelly. following that is cheer all the way until 9pm. hopefully i will lose my voice tomorrow so i don't need to talk. at least i have trainings to lose the fats that i gain during lunch everyday. oh ya. i hope that ann's hair will grow back real soon.

sharonhoped.
12:15 AM

Monday, July 7, 2008

really had a long and tiring day today. this morning i didn't even felt like waking up at all. at least i progress a little on the projects that i'm supposed to do. actually it's only ob and really a little on csa. finally got a chance to see the video filmed on saturday but sadly i couldn't be a part in it. and it is really very funny. i hope that ann will not look like ah lian after her haircut on i-don't-know-when. i got a BIG BIG COMPLAIN i would like to make against ronney because he bullied me BIG TIME and it doesn't matter that i'm talking about him because he will never view my blog.

it's damn funny so ENJOY!

sharonhoped.
9:29 PM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

after kfc and mac lunch the youth went to west coast park to celebrate youth day which is tomorrow. really had a fun time playing but i can't believe that there is no bathing area over there. at least i tried washing off the flour i got before changing. took a total of 3 buses before i finally reach home and get some rest. i'm really sick of getting hurt. my greatest lost is losing someone that can be there for me forever. i sort of lost hope in this world now. nothing much seems to be going right for me. really hope that i die soon.

sharonhoped.
9:48 PM

Friday, July 4, 2008

being the stubborn me i still insisted on using the computer. stupid day today. totally screw up my whole presentation by talking like an idiot and i even mixed up the points. after that was lunch at jupiter and i didn't realise that shermaine has her 'cute' side. finished up my economics work using the rest of the break time. got back our test results today! my results not bad 90/100 (= finally one Z. hope that will not be my one and only. dance all the way until night and i really had tough time over there. i danced stupidly. after that bought bubble tea at SWEET TALK and i changed the pearl to COCONUT JELLY and i think i'm having food poisoning now. i can't even eat my dinner.

the little bits are actually fish balls. that's how cute shermeine is

sharonhoped.
11:34 PM

if only the problems and stress i have is converted into cash i think i would go shopping to relieve stress everyday. after econs lecture the girls wanted to go lunch at bistro even though i'm not that keen on going there. finally finished with the sides for tomorrow. csa lecture followed by csa make up lesson is making me sick of it. another project bombed today which is the webdesign thing. oh wells. i'm really sick of the feeling of being betrayed. why some people get all the good stuff in life and i get rubbish. what's the point of being nice when you just don't seem to bother. you are the one that say all the nice nice stuff and suddenly you can just treat me differently. i have so much to say but just couldn't find the words. i'm like brain dead not only because of no dinner but also because all these problems which other people don't seem to have.

sharonhoped.
12:10 AM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

didn't really had fun these two days. when one is sick you can't really play much anyways. it all started with a flu after a bus ride on monday then tuesday lsm was cancelled which means i didn't have any lessons on tuesday. so the class went to the library to do project work. after that went home and came back again to study. maybe the aircon was too cold so somehow i got a fever so i didn't go for cca(s) training. my temperature at 8pm was 38.8 then went down to 37.8 then rise all the way to 39.2 nearly fainted then. after my 12 hour sleep i went to see the doctor and i swear the doctor was laughing at me when i wanted syrup medicine instead of tablets. anyways i manage to drag myself to school and i can't believe that mr nah wanted to switch tutorial classes with dr ang. going to have two weeks of sleepy ob. got back lcomm test today and my results suck. 1/2 half to a B. i guess my high high gpa is gone now.

sharonhoped.
9:30 PM