woke up real early to go to EL today. luckily i didn't lose my way there. met a lot of people that use to be my friends and now they still are. from now on i'm going to commit myself and go to church every sunday. very tired today but somehow i just couldn't sleep. at least i only have to work half day tomorrow and then a holiday the day after tomorrow. most likely i will be going out tomorrow so i just hope i will enjoy myself.

sharonhoped.
8:21 PM

finally the weekend is here to accompany me. today there is a very unreasonable lady at the clinic today. it is not as if i'm not doing my job or i'm being lazy. i really went all out to search for her c/s for three levels and i merely took longer time she still can raise her voice at me. being an auntie doesn't mean she can be so rude. but at least there were nice people there too. been gaining weight ever since school ended. really must stop eating so i can at least be slim and not fat. a pity i can't go out today but sleeping at home is not such a bad thing after all. i think i'm turning into a pig like him soon. my mum agreed to pay for my dying of hair when she gets her pay. tomorrow i can finally go back to church but i just hope that i can find my way there.

sharonhoped.
8:52 PM

willing to cut my nails because one cracked and it was so painful. stupid day at work. i don't mind the hard work but the people are really getting from bad to worse. it is going to be his turn he still can ask me how long he still have to wait. another person still can ask me why the number keeps jumping. isn't that obvious? those numbers belong to people who have appointments of course they get to see the doctor first. the paper already stated that the number will not be called in sequence and it is not as if she can't read. she just wants to complain. after work went out but somehow my phone had a stroke and i can't contact him. in the end i borrowed someone's phone and still have to wait for him to fetch me. kind of my fault to make him so rushed. all these staying out late is really making me exhausted. if only there can be one person to care about me at least i have someone to whine to. have to get some sleep to get ready for tomorrow's complains.

sharonhoped.
12:31 AM

i hate sleeping late at night. such a stupid day today. work was busy as usual but really fed up with the people there. i had it with all the complaining. one voiced out that she was very unhappy with the waiting. i'm also very unhappy with all the complaining. not as if i can help it when there are so many people to too little doctors. can't they see that there are also many people waiting too. someday i might just burst and scold them. after worked rushed to eunos and was very disappointed with the appointment. not to worry because everyone will surely fail. still got to rush to bedok and stay out late and was regretting a little. i really have a lousy sense of direction. so in the end he had to come and find me. i really need my sleep but i don't have the time.

sharonhoped.
12:49 AM

hear that on new year's eve i can't work half day. so if i want to go out there is no time for me to rest. today's work was busy especially in the morning when i was alone. anyway the time pass by very quickly and very soon it was time to go home. really very afraid of the patients today. there seem to be quite a number of people asking me to check how long they still have to wait. some were nice but there are others that were really fierce to me. i want to get my pay quickly and go shopping for chinese new year and get my results quick and start school soon.

sharonhoped.
8:07 PM

finally have the time to use computer. yesterday was a crazy night. finally got to play after finishing school. luckily yesterday only work for half day. then went to eat dinner before going to town. regretted going at first because it was really crowded. but after that went to find ming hao and his friends. after a while left cine and went to a pub and drank liquor and didn't get to drink much because they don't really allow me to drink. saw someone that i use to hate when i was in secondary 1 but i already forgotten about him. at least ming hao didn't left me alone but chatted with me instead. both of us went for a walk to the river and sat for a while before going back. surprised at something that happen but i didn't have the time to react. took a cab to bedok when him and two other drunk guys after that and seeing them in their drunken state was really funny. he sent me home in the morning and i was really hungry so i ate a little and when to sleep. only slept for a few hours until noon so i'm still very tired from the crazy night. but i don't mind being tired if i can go out every few days.

sharonhoped.
1:36 PM

reaching home late these few days and getting scoldings the moment i reach home. tomorrow have to start work early. i don't think i will work half day tomorrow. getting really sick of that work but i don't have a choice. maybe i willl quit after one month. i just hope school starts soon and study like crazy. i think i will wake up late on every sunday. got conned by my brother to work for him but i gave up soon after i started. i think the toughest job is to wait and during waiting you have nothing to do to pass the time.

sharonhoped.
8:20 PM

i think i will wake up really late later. really busy and exchausted these few days. the vikings outing was supposed to be fun but didn't stay for long because albert broke his promise. so the whole thing ended up very boring for me. reached home very late and i still have work today. really didn't have the energy to work anymore. luckily today's work only last for half day and i still went to eunos to complete my training. at night still have to go out and i got drenched in the rain even though there was an umbrella. my whole feet was soaked and whiten so now it's really disgusting to look at.

sharonhoped.
12:49 AM

today is public holiday so i didn't have to work. went out with my mum to compass point to change her phone. but in the end didn't get to change. got a call from jason saying that he can go out already. but my mood was already spoilt by him yesterday. after that shopped around at compass point and tried starbucks. not bad but too expensive. then i went to amk hub to shop also. tomorrow still have to work and i haven't decide whether i should go to the outing.

chocolate amer and peppermint mocha

sharonhoped.
10:39 PM

work wasn't bad just slow. after work still had to go to eunos. it's really getting very tiring for me. supposed to take out my contacts at 10.30pm but i wore it till 11.30pm. on the way back i wasn't angry at certain people i was disappointed. treated them like friends and this is what they do to me. maybe i shouldn't trust anyone so easily or just don't trust anyone in this world.

sharonhoped.
12:24 AM

first day of work wasn't that bad but also not that great. so far so good no mistakes and no scoldings. but it's like so slack and boring. or maybe the busy day will be monday and saturday. woke up real early at 6 am and rush off to toa payoh. the staff were nice and friendly and i already knew certain things about certain people. but luckily the time after lunch went by very quickly and i still had to rush off to eunos. recieved chocolates from the manager today because chirstmas is coming. by then i was really tired and i kept dozing off in bus. i only closed my eyes for a while and when i opened my eyes i was in pasir ris. 'learnt' how to fold the flower from jason. he didn't really teach but i just look. finally reached home at 11 plus and did everything and i'm ready to sleep and recharge to ensure that i make no mistakes tomorrow.

my first ferrero rocher flower

sharonhoped.
11:42 PM

my leg really hurts and i went out for the whole day. my interview went great and i will be starting work tomorrow. if i don't find a job my brother will keep pestering me to look for a job and not slack around. after the interview went to the agency to sign something and then went to eunos. the worse is i didn't have the time to eat anything and the slideshow ended at 9 plus. checked my mail and someone forgot to send me a mail that he is supposed to send yesterday. how to go to work early in the morning and then down to eunos. had a weird dream about strawberry, blueberry and pasta. i don't know why i dreamt of this.

sharonhoped.
11:37 PM

today have to go down and listen to a talk and learn quite a few interesting things. but the thing is that the duration is too long. but today really had nothing to do so i was able to go home early. tomorrow still have to go for an interview. really walked too much these few days and my leg was really hurting. if only i don't need to go out anymore.

sharonhoped.
8:48 PM

this morning was such a bad start. woke up early at 8.30am to wait for my agent to call but she called at 11 plus. she still say will call early. my brother dress nicely and went out for a while and came back again. shouldn't went out today at all. total waste of time. never met someone so rude before. don't even know how to say hi. should have gone out with people i know instead. tomorrow still have to go down and do something. tomorrow then i will know the something.

sharonhoped.
10:19 PM

finally got the chance to use the computer. i think if my agent didn't send me an email today i also won't bother to use the computer. since yesterday i have been going for training like stuff at eunos. met knife and jason at 2 an i started my training and met a lot of new people and everyone was nice. i didn't eat in the morning so i have to wait until around 9pm to eat my only meal that day. still had to walk a long stretch of road to reach someway decent to eat. by then we just reached geylang. got dismissed at around 10 and i had to took 2 bus to reach home.
my second day wasn't that bad because i wasn't so blur like yesterday. but o nearly had a car accident on the way to the office and the driver still can smile at me. went for the "morning talk" and it was very fun but it was a tough wait till lunch. after that was training and the time went by very quickly and couldn't eat because of the welcome forum. also received quite a number of phone calls from the same people. there wasn't any reception at basement 1 so when ann asked me to go pool tomorrow at the last minute she had to call a few times. she called me but i was busy so i said i will call back when i'm free. when i'm on level 1 i called but suddenly had to go down and i hung up before she annswered. she called back back someone was talking to us so i can't use the phone and i finally talked to her when i went out. my agent called during the "morning talk" and i called her during my break and she went for a lunch. at about 4 somehow another agent popped up and before she could say any thing my agent called so i told the other person that i would call back. but until now i still never call back. somehow jason and i became cousins from our mother side and its like everyone believe us. anyway jason has been a good sister because he accompanied me home for two days which resulted him in taking the last train yesterday. today if he accompanied me he would have to take a cab home because we reached pasir ris at around 11. so he have to take the green line from one end to the other. really thirsty by the time i reached home until i don't mind drinking my dad's beer but he doesn't allow it.

sharonhoped.
11:49 PM

went to jurong point just to watch a movie. finally get to watch enchanted and suddenly albert is so nice to watch with me. on the way there i was really unlucky. took a bus to woodlands and the bus was so slow. when i just reached the station the mrt took off. by the time i reached jurong east the train to boon lay just went off. okay fine i was late for the movie. after the movie walked around and we somehow ended up playing toys meant for kids. bet with albert and i won so now he owes me money. reached home at about 9 plus then got the chance to eat dinner. tomorrow still must go out to job hunt.

i know this is lame

took this during the bus ride to show how bored i am

took this because i finally reach woodlands

my enchanted movie ticket

i did this on purpose to hide his face

this shows that my fingers are nicer

this is my favourite...(no idea what's it call)

sharonhoped.
10:11 PM

been rotting at home these few days along with the rain. also can't really go out as i'm broke and my mum doesn't want to give me allowance anymore. it's not that i don't want to find a job, but they don't want to hire me. my mum wants to change her phone and it makes me feel like changing a phone too. but i think i'm in love with my current phone now. since i'm jobless the only thing i can look forward to is vikings outing and school. boring life i have.

sharonhoped.
6:41 PM

woke up really late today. after a call from chu qiao i went down to compass point immdiately. it was raining but i didn't bother to bring an umbrella. so when we reached the place we were all drenched. we only sat for a while before going off to compass point to walk around. wonder how chu qiao can walk until her slippers spoil. so we ended up shopping for shoes and then we just walked around. by the time i went back the rain was even heavier and the worse is i was already dry. now i have to get wet again and be cold.

sharonhoped.
6:10 PM

it's a busy day today. woke up at 10 plus and i have to wait until 11 plus to eat. my brother wanted to eat mac and asked me to go down and buy for him. in the end he ended up treating me too. if he doesn't treat me i won't buy for him. so it's not like he is being nice to me. then chatted for a while and then prepare for my interview. finally found some thing proper to wear. in the end i have to wear heels because my pants are too long and i'm too short. finally reached dhoby ghaut and stared at the map for some time before deciding to use exit D. but i ended up walking around plaza singapura before heading off to the right direction. after walking for ten minutes i came to a building beside parklane mall. the peace centre which i am supposed to go to is behind that building. but i did not see the words 'parklane' so i walked along that road until i came to a cross road junction and decided that i'm lost. so i took a cab and then the driver told me that it's just behind. so i wasted $2.50 on a stupid cab fare. i should have taken the cab long ago. my sense of direction is really bad. the whole thing went fine until fyn asked me to take a test. it wasn't that difficult but just testing on accuracy. for the numbers part i made 7 mistakes so it's 93% and i only completed the 'words' part but making 3 mistakes and and only finished 33 out of 100 in 10 minutes. then she asked me to do the numbers part again and this time i got 94%. now then i know that i can't make more than 5 mistakes and i realised that i keep putting . for the , part. finally the third time i had 97% and i was dismissed. after that i went to a bustop to go to ang mo kio and found out that i can actually take 147 to peace centre. okay forget it. meet up with zhan yi at amk hub and then went off to pool. played for like two hours and lost count of how many rounds we had. the place is also very humid and there is like no aircon. accidently poked two guys at the wrong place and it's so embarrasing. went home at about 7 plus and i still haven't took out my contacts yet.

sharonhoped.
9:01 PM

today has been an interesting day for me. someone has used my name and spam my tagboard. isn't that stupid. can't it use it's own name. when i chatting on msn messenger suddenly got a lot of people started talking to me. then it was like so confusing for me. a fyn called me today regarding the job application i applied to at the internet. so i'm going down to their agency tomorrow and i think i'm going to be interviewed. if i get the job i will have to wear office wear to work everyday. the pay isn't high but she asked whether is it okay to work ot all the time and i'm fine with it. so my pay isn't going to be fixed. hope i can find the agency tomorrow and be on time. after dinner played pool on computer and met someone from USA and he is 16 like me. since i have been interested about the student life at western countries i asked a lot of questions. didn't know they have to study from kindergarden until 12th grade which is 17 years old and decide whether to go to collage or not. and i found out that they really do make out at lockers. cool. i also learnt about bases. first base is just normal kissing. second base is when they french kiss. third base is to finger the girl. fourth base is to have sex.

sharonhoped.
7:58 PM

when to miss tan's wedding and saw her changed from miss tan to mrs tan. she look really different and pretty today. didn't really eat much at the church so i was really hungry by the time i went home. took a lot of pictures today especially with the people who did not went to prom night. the food that i love is the chocolate fondue. finally had a chance to try it today. after that went to kovan to play pool with ann joey and alvin. we were playing in the vip room and and there were even sofas for us. the only problem is the aircon is really too cold. paired with joey and won three rounds. then ann and joey had to leave and i won alvin for another three rounds. won a bet with alvin on the way home about which side of the mrt platform we should take.

mr and mrs tan

thanks to alvin this is blue.

me ann joey

joey me mrs tan mr tan ann

joey me

ann me

me chin fang

me li ling

me joey gek ling

angelina

jonna me

me ms chang

me pei en

my favourite mango pudding and...

had this ice cream for dinner

sharonhoped.
9:09 PM

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sharon
child of God
JAEL and AAR
27 may 1991
seventeen
temasek poly
diploma in law and management
get her TOM KAULITZ

music
dance
elmo
cookies
orange
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pink
smokers
D=

good grades for O level
get into law and management
a laptop
dye my hair
a nice hairstyle
a complete makeover
gave up on thisto grow taller
a complete set of make-up
newurbanmale bag
digital camera
new nice and practical bag

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180 split
front split
scorpion both legs without support
bridge without support
handstand without support
front & back walk
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