got to get out with ivan to watch step up 2 at cine. finally get to go out after working for so long. also spent some of my pay on my newurbanmale bag at i went to heeren on purpose to get the bag. actually wanted the gold bag but it's the limited edition and it's $229. and other colours of the same design is $169. so i decided on the black one then i was told that they only have the one on display left. it's just not my day. when i'm using the computer now and i went to newurbanmale's website then i realised that all the staff are male. surprisingly my mum didn't say much about the bag even though she knows how much it cost. from now on my bag is going to be my everlasting sweetheart. not even a guy is going to be more important unless if he gets me another newurbanmale bag then maybe i will consider. i really can't stand the way that my brother just got to poke his nose into my stuff. whoever i go out with doesn't have to do with him. what now? every guy i go out with has to be a hunk? i just hope that i don't spend all my pay on friday.

sharonhoped.
10:35 PM

this sunday was different because we started a campaign called 'reaching your dreams' and it just makes it so focus on what i want to do in life and everything. so now i'm going to work towards my goal and hope that it will happen before i die. even though i got to rush to work at least i get to go out tomorrow. i really don't know what i have done to deserve this ok fine i know what i have done. but he really really is just too much. i have never hung up a call so many times before and it is to the same person. i'm trying my best to get him pissed off so that he will just scold me and not talk to me anymore. but it's like whatever i'm doing is not working the way i want it to be.

sharonhoped.
11:53 PM

tomorrow will be my favourite day of the week even though i got to rush to work after church. is it just me or i keep getting the feeling that everyone seems to boss me around at work? the snacks that my dad brought back were so nice especially the small crab thing even though it seems a little cruel and gross to eat it at first so now i got to work extra hard to slim down to get my fats away. watched surfs up and 27 dresses today and i can feel my eyes are about to pop out.

sharonhoped.
11:24 PM

i'm just so messed up at work today. i dropped and broke a teacup right in front of so many people. my dad is back from thailand trip and i just love the snacks he brought back. with all the supper at work and snacking at home is it going to be tough to slim down. if only i can choose and be born skinny. that would be nice.

sharonhoped.
12:00 AM

thursday is going to be over soon and friday is here again. work is like so tiring. can't wait for the day when i can go out for movies and shopping. send the form with a copy of my bank book back to temasek poly and i hope that the whole application thing is really finished now.

sharonhoped.
11:57 PM

was supposed to be off today but i was told last week that i got to work. ok fine manager. so i went out for my appointment then walked around till heeren then i walked into new urban male to decide what bag i wanted. didn't really make any decision as i was totally distracted by the staff there. i know that i'm not supposed to think about all these but how can a girl like me not be distracted when all the staff are good looking guys and they will smile at you and trying to provide good service wherever you go. i made up my mind to go there to buy my bag no matter how tired i am going to be. was really worn out by the time i reach home but i still drag myself out to work. got a letter from temasek poly because i forgot to print my bank book and sent it to them. i can't help it if i'm just careless. please let me have two days off next week so that i can go out and get a life.

sharonhoped.
11:21 PM

forced myself to watch garfield comics and the movie 'i now pronounce you chuck and larry' and feels that gay is really gay and disgusting. i had been trying hard to be harsh and straight forward but in the end it doesn't have much effect and i feel so guilty about being so bad. then after work i kept thinking whether what i have done is the right thing. now i'm like regretting my decision. i can't be fickle-minded now.

sharonhoped.
11:45 PM

didn't get to continue watching my movie but i continue looking at garfield comics on the net. love it so much. same old thing in my life wake up computering all day then prepare for work. when will i get to go out as promised to ivan and ann? why does all these dumb things just happen in my life? it's like a big joke.

sharonhoped.
11:42 PM

on the way back from church there was an indian couple sitting back me. i'm not trying to be racist but they were really noisy. i did my part by not scolding them but just moved my seat. really very sick of that auntie at work. it's like even if take the wrong stuff for different dishes i don't mind being said but why must she say it so loudly in front of customers. whereas others will just remind me when the customers aren't around. talked about her with other workers then i found out that she likes to boss around. i really should cut down on my supper from now onwards if i really want to slim down. ran across the road and my pants nearly dropped. luckily i stopped just in time otherwise who would know what will happen. ARGH! why is my life filled with so many smokers. and when i go to tp i'm sure the place is filled with smokers. CIGARETTES IS THE WORST INVENTION EVER! AND I HATE THEM!

sharonhoped.
11:31 PM

help did my dad a favour by helping him collect his phone at wheelock and i got $15 just for doing that. but i spent more money buying a mango tank top and tee. didn't bought shoes today because i couldn't find the one i wanted. work wasn't that bad today but i really am sick of that auntie that keeps telling me what to do. really got to control myself not to spend my salary otherwise i got no contacts to wear. i got a feeling that the price of my contacts is going to shoot up because my degree has gone up. watched hairspray yesterday night but only for about 10 minutes as i really need my sleep. going to rest early today bacause i got church tomorrow.

sharonhoped.
11:46 PM

watched evan almighty till 2 plus in the night and i was still able to wake up at 9. watched good luck chuck and when the movie is about to end i ask whether is it nc16 or what then i was told that it is actually r21. believe it or not. i bought my first pair of sneakers today at converse sengkang. and all because my tp orientation needed us to wear a pair of sports shoe. i guess sneakers would be fine. afterall they can't chase me out just for that. it's good friday today and it's a holiday for students and i still got to work. even though it was super busy i manage not to make any mistakes and i think i'm learning fast(i hope so). there's a really cute boy in my area that will smile at you if you smile at him. if i don't have to work i think i will just look at hime all night. when i go out with my friends i must speak english from now on. thanks to me working at a chinese restuarant my chinese sounds so china. gross! not sure whether i should watch movies until late in the night again. anyways the goal that i want to achieve is nearly completed i think. many thanks to me praying faithfully and much more thanks to Him answering it.

sharonhoped.
12:09 AM

watched alvin and the chipmunks on the net today. so now i can slowly watch movies at home and stop thinking so much. today was so busy and i did a mistake by putting the wrong order on table 11 when i should put it on table 31. luckily they didn't know that i did that so i wasn't scolded. i don't understand why i just keep putting stress on myself and worry so much. if only i can just forget about everything.

sharonhoped.
11:32 PM

yesterday at work offended a regular customer. oops! i really don't know what to even say anymore. everything is like in such a big mess. i really got no idea what is happening to me. one minute i'm fine the next i will just cry non stop. even when i eat i'm like forcing myself. on my way to work a stranger just talked to me. somehow is he impressed that i'm still so young and i come out to work. i was shocked after that conversation. after my work he came to talk to me again. feel so weird. my brother's asleep so i can't take the hairdryer which means i have time to think and thinking is something i'm trying to avoid. i'm not sure whether the decision that i made is the correct thing to do. i really don't know what to do anymore. life sucks now.

sharonhoped.
11:37 PM

whatever i don't want to happen has happened. really got to learn how to let go. didn't know that just lack of sleep can bring me a fever. i don't have the mood to take care of myself anymore. despite my mood i still went out with chu qiao to rp to get her laptop and the aircon is freezing cold. if only i can just quit my job instantly. for the past three days i think i had less than 15 hrs of sleep. i really want school to start real soon so i can keep myself busy instead of staying at home by myself. otherwise my thoughts will start running again. i got no mood for work anymore. who knows when i might just breakdown again. i know i'm supposed to be strong but it's like nobody knows how weak i am.

sharonhoped.
5:06 PM

had red wine early in the morning to wake myself up. so i did go out with him today to watch ah long pte ltd (finally) but i'm not sure whether he really remembered what he promise or is it because i reminded him. super hungry by the time i reach home luckily there is food for me at home. i know i shouldn't but i can't help comparing. why is it that other couples have such a nice relationship and mine is like so one-sided? now i got work like crazy for the rest of the week with nothing to look forward to.

sharonhoped.
8:20 PM

yesterday only slept for 4 hours and i had to run like clockwork the whole day. time sure took her own sweet time to pass by today. i got baptised in the holy spirit today so i have started on my way to tongues speaking. one of my beloved finger was bitten by the teapot so many times that when i finally know how to hold it i just didn't have the strength. really feel that my legs and arms will drop off anytime now and my lips are cracking up because of the lack of water. specially took a leave for tomorrow to just go out with him. hopefully he will appreciate it this time.

sharonhoped.
12:02 AM

my life seems like a butch of mess put together. only had orange (not oranges) for dinner with the thought that i would be fine at work. it was so busy until i even forgot to drink water until 10.30 which is the time that my work ends. i was hungry and yet still stubborn enough to say that i don't want to eat supper. even forgot to ask my dad for two bucks to buy water so i was starving all the way from 6.30 till the time i reach home. so tired from walking around and finding work to do so that nobody will scold me. forget the heavy trays, aching body and the touch of hot water i wish i could just drop dead.

sharonhoped.
11:28 PM

finally send the mail back to tp so one big worry is off my mind now. work wasn't that bad didn't have to do much but just stand around until there are customers. my dad brought one bottle of red wine home and he still ask me to drink. shouldn't pour so much because i can't even finish it. i really am sick of seeing couples holding hands and hugging everywhere. not because i find it disgusting but because i'm jealous of them being able to go out with each other and i don't even get the chance to even talk to him now. just because i'm not telling him certain things and he finds that i think too much.

sharonhoped.
11:17 PM

i feel like quitting my job but i can't because i haven't even started working yet. my uniform is PINK!. for goodness sake why can't it be white. at least i manage dragging myself out to have a photo shoot for my application but just when i reached home i forgot that i got to print my ic too. so now i still need my dad's signature then i can send out the mail. hope nothing goes wrong tomorrow especially on my first day of work. found one heart-shaped jellybean among all the jellybeans. i think i found my lost love - jellybeans.

this is so cute. i can't bear to eat it.

sharonhoped.
10:19 PM

still not done with my application yet. but i'm too lazy to even go out to take a photo and print my ic most likely i will leave it till the last minute. raining days are the best days to sleep but i end up playing kh2 the whole day. i even did housework but only because my mum ask me to. cooked pasta for lunch and my mum still cook pasta for dinner. my cookings not bad but my mum's cooking is better. found out from kumar that haidar sa me outside some time ago and he didn't even call me. i wonder if there is anybody willing to watch the leap years with me.

sharonhoped.
8:55 PM

finally tp has replyed the email that i want to get. luckily they checked for me that my application has been summitted. it has been raining the whole morning and i still got to go and collect my x-ray report in SATA. thank God there is someone on the bus going there too so i shared their umbrella with them. at least there's my hubby to fetch me after collecting my stuff. good news brought by my mum is that i only need to work on friday to sunday nights. now i got the time to go out. who cares about getting lesser pay. after staying at his house for a while went back to meet up with ann to help her do colouring for her present. she makes me feel like i'm an inattentive girlfriend. ):

sharonhoped.
9:57 PM

actually wanted to stay at home the whole day but went out in a fit of anger. should have listened to him and just stay at home. so many nice movies that i want to watch but couldn't because i got to stay my new job real soon. i don't even think that i will even get time off to just go out. even without a job i also don't think there are high chances of me being able to watch the movies that i want. got phone and my red man napped by my budget boy to come out with these crap.



sharonhoped.
10:44 PM

thanks to my family in EL i know what to do about my job. i was so moody at lunch until everyone (almost) had to 'counsel' me. skipped lunch so during cell was super hungry. thanks to the celebration of joyce and josh birthdays i get to eat pizza. tian long's volin's happy birthday piece become a happy birthday remix. sent a message to my dad saying that i wil not work on sundays because of church. he didn't reply so i sent another message saying that if i must work on sundays i rather be jobless. instantly he called and talked terms a little so now i still have to work on sundays night. went to taka with my mum and did really expensive shopping but came back empty handed. from now on i resolve to eat vegetables everyday without fail. the moment i came home things happend . all i can say is that girlfriends can be changed not sisters.

sharonhoped.
10:48 PM

woke up at 8 in the morning so i can go to my aunt's house to print what i'm 'supposed' to print according to temasek poly. sent an email to tp admission explaining the problem that i had and they send back an email with subject 'your email is recieving our attention' but what they sent back is totally out of topic. this was what i got :
Hi Thank you for your interest in Temasek Polytechnic. Successful JAE, JAE Appeal and JPSAE applicants can expect to receive their enrolment packages by 12 March 2008. Successful JPAE - ITE applicants (ITE Graduates) can expect to receive their enrolment packages by end of March 2008. Following the release of 2007 GCE A level results, A level holders may submit an online application at http://www.tp.edu.sg/home/admissions/adm_exercise/adm_apply.htm from 7 to 13 March 2008. Malaysia SPM / STPM certificate holders may submit an online application at www.polytechnic.edu.sg/jpae from 10 - 14 March 2008. Warmest Regards Registrar's Office / Admissions Temasek Polytechnic Email enquiries (for Local Qualifications holders) to:admissions@tp.edu.sg Email enquiries (for Foreign Qualifications holders) to:isohotline@tp.edu.sg
it's like out of point.
after that took a cab from jurong to bedok for my medical check up. the driver was like 'girl you are a student or working already? you got a lot of money ar? the taxi fare very expensive leh.' what else can i say to that other that 'i don't have a choice ma i need to rush there before the clinic closes.' when i reached SATA the whole journey took only about half an hour. the uncle only charge me $20 because he says i'm still a student. :D being innocent has its advantages. when i took my height and weight i think their weighing machine is spoilt. so i'm 159 cm in height and 42.1kg in their records. when my eye check was done the nurse told me that i can throw my contact lens already. when i'm done with everything then he come. from accompaning me to fetching. after that finally got to eat after starving the whole day. after much consideration bedok is more budget than hougang.

sharonhoped.
9:03 PM

today has been a busy day for me with news that are both good and bad. went out to watch 10,000 BC at bugis and finally got my elmo and cookie monster tee. but then the process of collecting it was so frustating. finally found another job at my dad's place and i can start next week with everything arranged nicely by my dad so i sort of just turn up on time for work. so far so good but when i reach home my mum gave me my enrolment letter from temasek poly. :D that's when my trouble starts. so many things for me to do to just get enrolled. print stuff from the net, do medical check up, take photo and send the letters back to temasek poly by 17 march. how am i going to do all that when i have to work from morning till night. i even specially went out to buy the cartridge for the printer to print my application and the medical form thing. i still wasted time on thinking how to take out and put the cartridge in. at first i thought the printer at spoil when i couldn't on it. finally my mum came and help me and found out that the plug wasn't plugged in at all. after wasting so much time i had the printer up and running but somehow when i wanted to print it just wouldn't work. i really am going to die if i don't hand in everything on time.

sharonhoped.
9:41 PM

yesterday finally cleared the clothes that i didn't want. i wonder what my mum has to say when she finds a pile of clothes in my cupboard. i'm really so sick of staying at home and law books are so boring. i think i'm having second thoughts about my career. anyways i think now shopping is the only thing in my mind. the other thing on my mind is liars. why are there people in this world going around promising others but breaking the promise in the end.

sharonhoped.
9:39 PM

got an email from temasek poly but they haven't send out the letter yet then what for send me the email. they should send me the letter first before sending me the email. wasted my time watching tv all day long instead of reading my books. really pissed off by someone who keep doing things that i don't like and still doesn't want to change.

sharonhoped.
8:09 PM

i seriously hate and don't understand why there are people who love ponning school so much. here i am wishing that school could start early and there are so many people hating school. was supposed to stay at home today but then was asked out by my boyfriend. in the end i did go out with him but i can't bear to imagine what my mum will say again. 'forced' to eat dinner at his place thanks to me and my big mouth when i was talking to my mum on the phone. i finally understand why there are so many people running away from home. it's because they get too much stress from their parents. why does my mum always say that i go out everyday when i only go out once in a while. anyways i offically hate the invention psp not only because i suck at the games but it also affects human relations.

sharonhoped.
11:34 PM

somehow my alarm in my phone is off so i woke up at 8.19am today. gave me a shock when i saw the time on my phone. had to take a cab to El today and i was still early for service. i really learnt a lot after all that has happen. i shouldn't be so naive and stubborn and do things hoping that certain things will just change. i guess devoting my time to God and books would be a better way to spend time.

sharonhoped.
8:12 PM

finally got to finish one book after forcing myself to read it the whole day and started on the second book. looked at blogshops for more than one hour until i really gave up on looking at everything. i think i rather go shopping then buy stuff online.

sharonhoped.
8:35 PM

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JAEL and AAR
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temasek poly
diploma in law and management
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good grades for O level
get into law and management
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a nice hairstyle
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a complete set of make-up
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