chinese paper was average. but the rain made me don't feel like going to school in the first place. sat at the back of the hall and had to endure the wind. should have brought my jacket in with me. after the paper still have to meet mrs gan. tomorrow is poa paper. should be able to pass but may not do well. i think today is halloween. if only we can celebrate halloween in singapore then i would have every right to get candies from everyone and munch like that is no tomorrow.
Happy Halloween!

sharonhoped.
10:06 PM

maths paper 2 seems easy but also challenging at the same time. today did something very embarrassing. can't believe i'm so dumb. tomorrow is chinese paper so i hope i will get better results and not waste money fot retaking. today is my dad's birthday so went to his workplace to eat and his boss opened a bottle of xo and the smell is enough to make me feel giddy. only drank a little. it doesn't taste nice but it's expensive stuff. taking exams is so tiring. took some random pictures of the crab and my drink.

front

back

sharonhoped.
10:31 PM

english paper was a killer. wrote extra long essays for paper 1 and couldn't understand paper 2. all these things about the moon stars and sun and even mars was so confusing. during paper 2 i was so hungry and waiting for the paper to finish. during maths i had no choice but to sit with zi qian. finish the paper within 1 hour and 15 minutes but skipped two questions. i can't believe i wasted two minutes thinking about the first question which is about the line of symmetry. i did find out the answer and i can't believe i am so stupid. hopefully tomorrow's paper 2 would be easily so i can pass.

sharonhoped.
9:19 PM

tomorrow is english and maths. two major subjects for me and i'll pass if i'm lucky tomorrow. feeling down these past few days and it's not my problems that matter. what's the point of having friends if they don't treat you like one. really had enough of them. at least school is going to be over and i won't see them anymore.

sharonhoped.
6:29 PM

history paper seems easy but i wonder how many points that i written down are correct. if what i written down is correct then i will pass but if most of them are wrong i have to work extra hard for social studies. the weekend is here so i can relax a little and study physics. got back poa mock paper and i only got 67/88. it might be 75% but my poa isn't very good most of the time. the only part not disappointing is my last question but the first few questions did very badly. must start to worry about english and maths.

sharonhoped.
6:04 PM

geography was fine. i was able to understand the questions and answer them. was very stress before the exam but during the exam i was writing nonstop. i even wrote 12 lines for a 3 mark question. what a waste of time. i think i wasted quite a lot of time elaborating and got less than half an hour to do the last question. luckily i was able to finish on time and hand in the paper. tomorrow is history so that's quite a lot to study. kept thinking about chemistry after the paper and thinking about geography today. i think hilter will be in my mind after tomorrow.

sharonhoped.
8:06 PM

chemistry is crap. section b was fine but i couldn't do section a. the first question already stunned me and i didn't understand the oxygen thing. what a bad way to start exams. tomorrow is geography so i hope i will do better for that paper.

sharonhoped.
10:35 PM

tomorrow is the start of exams for me and my first paper is chemistry. this will make me so stress until i lose hope for all my other papers. wonder who suggested that chemistry should be a subject. if only i can pass my chemistry then i think my other subjects would be fine. paper starts at 2.30. stupid time not early and not late. must go back to studying even though i am getting tired.

sharonhoped.
10:13 PM

went to school for geography lessons but mrs koh cancelled it the last minute. she seems really upset about something so i'm not going to blame her. stay back to do tys and went to the library after that. saw nadiah there. find it weird going to tuition at 6 instead of 4. i'm very upset about certain things too but no one seems to notice that.

sharonhoped.
9:11 PM

stayed in my room with chemistry text the whole day. finally finished studying all the chapters but i wonder how much has really got into my head and stay there for good. tomorrow still must go back to school for extra lessons. if whatever i had studied had stay within me i think i can pass chemistry but if everything leaves me by tomorrow i will get a F9. yesterday i was very sad and no one to talk to. talked to a something but it didn't answer me. must go back to my text and study again.

sharonhoped.
7:24 PM

tuition suck. sat alone in the cold until i'm sick. only 2 hours and parts of me were numb. really felt sick and nearly threw up but the reason why i did not is because i did not eat any breakfast. i guess i was on the slow side but i still love these songs. exams are coming and i am still sitting around wasting time.

If that's okay with you

My love

sharonhoped.
5:05 PM

i think i am going to fail poa paper. very difficult. find it weird doing on the question booklet itself. when i check my answers most of the answers were different. lucky miss wong's lesson ended when the rain was not so heavy so i wasn't really drenched today. tomorrow still got tuition. very tired got no mood to study at all.

sharonhoped.
8:36 PM

today's practical suck. physics was something we had done before so i think i will be able to pass. but as for chemistry the tests can be so wide it will be difficult to predict the questions. the first part of the question already had me thinking. what the hell is this? how am i supposed to collect gases using a dropper? but i think solid Q is zinc carbonate. if it is i will be able to pass but if it isnt i will fail badly. after heating a solution i put it in the rack and washed two other test tubes and forgot i need not wash the third test tube and i picked it up. ouch! there was even a sizzling sound as my hand was wet. but i still got to continue doing the experiment. geography lessons started at 2.30 so i went back to take my tys and i even rushed back taking a taxi. at 3.30 i went home and it started raining. the short distance between the bustop and school gate was enough to make me drenched. stood at the bustop waiting feeling cold wet and hungry and no one to send me home. normally people would use their books to shelter them but i sheltered my books instead. tomorrow still got poa mock exam. going to die if i fail.

sharonhoped.
7:30 PM

today was so pathetic. only 3 people turned up for class today. leonard and an chun arrived at around 10 so i was locked out of my own class. had quite a number of papercuts on me and it's very itchy. after school went to hougang mall library to study with ghim hong. there was no other places we can sit down so we went to the children section. really had a tough time there. there was one girl who kept disturbing us and she even stepped on my bag and took my pencil. somehow she slip and fell on me. got a shock. moved out as soon as we found another seat so we can study in peace. went home at around 4 as my gastic was acting up. i didnt eat the whole day. i think nobody is better than me at math because to me 180-70=130. no idea what has gotten into me today. use cosine rule the final answer suddenly have a $ beside it. tomorrow is o levels practical hope i do well tomorrow and remember to bring all the stuff needed for the exam.

sharonhoped.
6:34 PM

quite a big number of people never come to school today. even fewer people turned up for english lessons. really need to focus and bury my head in chemistry textbook. nothing much to say about these few days but just feel like coming here. really hope that o levels will be gone in a flash.

sharonhoped.
8:58 PM

feeling really down today. couldn't focus today so i think i have to forgo my sleep to study. must really focus instead of thinking about certain problems.

sharonhoped.
8:15 PM

wasted the whole day today. supposed to be studying but spend time with computer instead. wanted to study at night but was bothered by certain stuff which has nothing to do with me. he doesn't even sense that i might be unhappy. maybe i should not care about him anymore.

sharonhoped.
8:28 PM

someday i might go crazy from studying. today my focus is on geography and i regretted choosing this subject. but even if i take literture or economics i still got to write essays. and i am more interested in geography. finish tys paper 1 so i am ahead of my timing so i am going to study history later. took a quiz on myyearbook as i was bored. going back to study now.

sharonhoped.
4:23 PM

today was fun. after graduation went to hougang green with ann and alvin to study. finished 2 sets of poa paper 2. so i think i sat for 4 hours straight. today then notice alvin is quite pretty. maybe he is a girl in a guy body. my class position is 8/27 and level position is 72/187. my mum commented that my class must be very lousy. reach home still must continue to study. really very tired but i don't have a choice. hope all my studying helps. didn't take much picture today only a few.

4e4 and miss wong

4e4'07

sharonhoped.
4:40 PM

today is marking day but we still had to go to school. it was just like any normal lesson so nothing special to mention. just for fun took pictures today but i really am ugly. had to take so many shots until i was satisfed with how i look. dont think i will ever take pictures unless necessary. tomorrow is graduation day.

very ugly right.

sharonhoped.
4:04 PM

damn sad today. surprisingly miss wong's lesson was very interesting. chinese still had to do a weird survey. maths was frustrating because most of the questions were different to me. today is supposed to be my lucky day but everything just seems to go wrong. maybe something is wrong with me otherwise why would he treat me like that. wish my heart has died. dont understand why he must find excuses and lie to me instead of being straight forward. didn't eat the whole day and during dinner ate something spicy and had gastic pain but that didnt stop me as what my mum had cooked is my favourite. after a short while the spicyness was gone but my lips were red hot. will try not to skip any meals in future.

sharonhoped.
7:09 PM

today is another long and boring day. geography was fine but i need to work hard 300% to get a B3. will go nuts over geography after Os. luckily today was mock paper for english otherwise i might die from 3 periods of english. bowen's paper was difficult to understand so most likely i will fail. received a whole thick stack of chemistry papers so i was struggling with it for 2 periods. since it was my first paper i need to revise chemistry first and inject 500% of hard work to pass my chemistry. today geography was cancelled so today's poa was a long one. poa's paper was even thicker than chemistry's and it only consist of 4 schools. my right eye was a little reddish and feeling feverish. hope i am not sick now when Os are coming. shall stop blahhing about school and study chemistry.

sharonhoped.
4:22 PM

i did study physics yesterday but did not study late into the night. even planned a study time table for Os. going to continue studying physics today and chemistry tomorrow. hope all this studying is going to help. the worksheets given by mrs yap was so difficult. that gives me another subject to study for. going for night class today with ann and study physics. but i still must control myself and keep away from computer.

sharonhoped.
4:42 PM

so i didn't study yesterday but i went to file papers. took quite a long time as i had 9 files. after finishing i really was very tired but i continued to tire myself out by reading until 1 plus. don't ask me why i myself dont know why i must force myself to do certain things. did a new paper at tuition today and had to draw graphs again. at least i did finish all my work today so i wont get a scolding from mrs gan tomorrow. today i will study until quite late(that is if i can focus)

sharonhoped.
6:53 PM

saturday is boring. extra lessons for maths in the morning is enough to bored me to death. not that i don't want to practice but too much homework can be a bad thing at times. laze around the whole day so must study tomorrow and finish up all my work. must study hard if not i not only cant get into jc or poly i may have to go ite. then my dream of getting into law & management is going to fly away and go to some other people. if only i can control myself and stay away from the computer and bury myself with tons of books and revision notes. downloaded a movie The Pursuit Of Happyness. based on a real life story of a man with no job and his wife left him and he still got to take care of his son. he was soon thrown out of his house because he could not pay the rent. but in the end he got a job after his internship and everything was fine. got nothing much to say now so i am going to try to study now.
you got a dream you gotta protect it.

sharonhoped.
9:10 PM

today is friday so that explains my sleepy mood. 2 periods of geography is not enough fun but 3 periods do seem kind of boring. not saying that i hate geography but too much of copying is very tiring. then after english lesson i get all the blame from teachers. i'm not saying that i'm correct but after all it could be a misunderstanding right. how would you think if a teacher just went into your class then spoke very softly then asked for english students and hands you a pile of worksheet then just walked off. of course i think that our teacher never come if not why can't the teacher give the papers herself. of course i went to tell everyone that she did not come. then it becomes my fault and i spread a rumour about my teacher not coming to school. i still have to get a scolding from her. why can't she ask and go find out what really happened. really hate teachers that always think that they are always correct and students must be the one at fault. if i don't want to go to law & management i dont even care about english lessons. chemistry lesson was fine but also a lot of copying to do. extra lesson was tiring and when it was going to end my contact lenses nearly dropped. tomorrow still got mathes extra lesson. i think it is going to be boring. hope we don't get paper 1 i prefer doing paper 2. if it is not for my mummy i will never endure english lessons.
ps: i didnt know that the moon can rise!

sharonhoped.
8:24 PM

3 periods of maths in the morning means 3 periods of frustration to me. got back my comfirmed results today. very disappointing. ):
english C5
maths B4
science D7
combined humanities C5
geography C6
poa B3
chinese B3 L1R4 is 18 L1R5 is 26. i think is count wrongly because i counted L1R4 should be 20 and L1R5 is 27. even if on the paper my L1R4 is correct my L1R5 should be 25 because i dont have an E8. either way my results are not good but i did improve. Sa1 my L1R5 is >30. my class positon is 8 but we only have 27 in my class. i think my level position is way back.

sharonhoped.
3:32 PM

really feel very sad today. got back the rest of my results. my physics practical is ok 14/15 paper 1 6/20 paper 2 33/65 so total is 53/100. nothing bad deal about my practical because o levels i am not going to have this score. just got lucky. my chemistry also very bad. practical 9/15 paper 1 10/20 paper 2 is enough to make me cry. 26/65. overall my science is 49/100 very sad right only need one more mark to pass. here are my results. not very nice to look at.
english C5
maths B4
science D7
combined humanities C5
geography C6
poa B3 (i think)
chinese B3
i think my L1R4 is 20 and my L1R5 is 25. maybe have to go ite D:

sharonhoped.
4:08 PM

my stomach is not feeling any better. i think it's worse then yesterday. my poa i had 18/30 for paper 1 and 46.5/70 actually it was 47 but because of ann mrs gan minus half mark from my paper. then total 64.5/100 i hope can round up if not i don't know what will happen to ann. :) my english compos also suck. total is 36/60. i think my english grade is c5. no way am i getting to law & management. with this kind of results. i can't believe i failed my geography paper 2 41/100. overall i just pass with a c6. everything is not going well. last shock for the day is social studies sbq 18/25. there is nothing to show off about because i think there are other people better than me. not as if i did the best for o levels. there is still seq to worry about. really want a b3 for all subjects.
Happy Childrens' Day! especially to me.

sharonhoped.
7:48 PM

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