learnt how to use the fax machine in the morning to send my timesheet over. also decided to quit by 16 feb just in case i get in junior collage. work was slack today and i still can sit in aircon room for the last 30 mins of work with no one in charge. got the urge to cut short hair but i think most likely i will regret so still deciding whether to have short hair or long hair. i hope i can get leave on 6 feb to go back to school and 14 feb so that i can go out the whole day.

after going to EL took the wrong bus and ended up stopping at bukit batok and i was supposed to meet him at bugis. but somehow the mrt ride was quite fast but because i'm too fast i ended up waiting till 2 then finally saw him. walked till 5 plus then went back to hougang. nearly got caught by my mum but luckily i saw her before she saw me so i was able to avoid her. went back and called her and act like as if i don't know where she go so i went to dinner with her and got her to buy a pair of heels for me. when i reach home then i realise that i didn't send my timesheet on saturday so most likely i will get my pay after chinese new year. ):

after work went to raffles with charmaine for photo shoot but when we reach there then we found out that the place is much nearer to city hall than raffles. end up taking the cab there and still have to walk a long distance to find that place but then the photos were quite nice. actually wanted the $68 package then changed to the $88 package just for the 2 wallet size photos. have to wait till after new year then i can collect the photos. after that took a cab during peak hours to city hall to meet him then went to vivo. walked till night and only bought one top from forever 21 and the queue was like so long and i hate waiting.

sharonhoped.
6:15 PM

somehow the time pass by very quickly today. work wasn't as stressful as before but i got the urge to quit and just wait and see which school i will go to. no matter what course i go to or i go to a junior collage i have to work hard from now on. actually wanted to go to plaza to apply for my school stuff then just remembered that i have to print out my application so i phone my uncle and went to my aunt's house to use the computer there. have to protect my phone from being spoilt so i have to let them play with my red 'guy'. actually i can apply some other day but i didn't want to use the time that can be spent with him to apply for school stuff. what a pity he doesn't realise what i have done for him. i think it doesn't matter to him anyways.

sharonhoped.
9:36 PM

got my leave for today so i can go and collect my results. lcb have to cover my job duties. serves her right for being so bossy. was supposed to go bowling yesterday but then sharmaine and i didn't have any mood so it was cancelled. was really nervous yesterday but then today suddenly felt very calm. for the first time we were really happy to see mr chia and willingly listen to his speech. sec 4s did well but the sec 5s were more disappointing. when i went to collect my results from ms wong i really couldn't control my tears and just started crying. in the end everyone thought that i fail badly but then i can actually go to a junior collage. can't believe my science can get a b3 and my english can get b4. my dream to studying law and management is one step closer. but i think the L1R4 need to be 14 or lesser and my L1R4 is so high. closing date is 28 jan before 4 pm. the timing is stupid. i need to work tomorrow and on monday and i want to go out during the weekends. and it's really hard to choose the courses i want to go to. at least i can answer to my relatives during chinese new year.

sharonhoped.
8:15 PM

today i really don't have any mood and i may be unhappy for a long time but i still got to accept what is going to happen. results is going to come out on thursday and i just hope that i can get into a junior collage. if i can't get leave on thursday i think i will just skip work and go to school.

sharonhoped.
6:56 PM

went to EL and was late by a few mintues but i think it's okay. didn't had youth but had cell so doesn't have much difference anyway. from morning till now my stomach is empty but i just couldn't find the time to eat. tian long keep disturbing me by saying that i should keep asking why instead of answering questions. maybe i chose the wrong little miss tee.

mum's birthday became another shopping day for me. work halfday then went home and finally cleared my room. bags after bags of rubbish were threw out of my room but all my soft toys are still intact. after that went out to bugis and saw ban heng and chong wei. finally bought little miss tees and a black skinny. maybe i should have bought the orange one instead. after that went to orchard to meet my brother and his girlfriend. end up eating at pastamania for dinner. thanks to brother i have to eat pasta and pizza so all the weight i loss came back. walked at far east but couldn't find the shorts and shoes that i want. i think next saturday and sunday i have to go back to bugis and far east to find again.

sharonhoped.
4:50 PM

using the computer at work without permission is like risking my life. yesterday computer was 'sick' again and i couldn't use. was using halfway then suddenly got patient come in and scare me. anyways yesterday was pretty much like any other day. work lunch work again and went home the only thing that is different is that i watch deal or no deal. when is my life going to brighten up a little.

today's work was quite funny. a few of us laughed at a patient because she was too noisy and she didn't even complain. saw her 'bullying' another senior verbally. if she ever does that again i think i will say her in front of everyone. booked an appointment with sharmaine and i'm still trying to figure out to keep it from him because we were supposed to go out on that day. after work i went home and he spoiled my plan just because of something he did not bring. now i got to wait until next week to go shopping and there is a high chance that i will waste my time. met him at punggol park because he is fishing there with his friend. stayed till 10 and i didn't even get to eat my dinner but if i can lose weight everything is worth it. tomorrow still have to work halfday and see someone's face.

sharonhoped.
10:54 PM

so many patients today and i have to work like crazy. if i hear the words 'blood donor' i think i will just burst and scold the patient. there is only thing in my phone that can make me forget about the stress i get from work but i can't use the phone during work. not much difference about the work i do so the same old thing happens again and again but just different people everyday. just found out that one of the staff is from hougang secondary and she is the first batch of students. from now on i will eat less and work more so that i will lose my weight faster. heard that results is coming out very soon and i'm not prepared to look at my results. but if i don't get my results i can't quit but if i get my results i don't really know how to answer to my parents and relatives. watched deal or no deal because today's show is hunks' special.

i wonder when can i get a new computer for me to use. yesterday was the first time using adult fare. the bus fare is really too expensive and i couldn't get use to the idea of tapping the card when i alight. work has been terrible for me because i'm 'forced' to do someone else's job and i don't dare to say that person who works with me. if doing extra work can help me lose weight i don't think i will mind. saw someone who is still studying at hougang secondary and she is someone i don't like. and she still can remember me. stupid came all the way from hougang to toa payoh in school uniform. when i was about to finish work then i realise that i didn't get to sit the whole day. he came to fetch me after work and didn't realise that one senior saw us at the mall until she told me today. went all the way to some weird weird place and wasted my bus fare. finally had the time to put all my pictures back into my phone just in case my computer suddenly went wrong and all my stuff disappears.

sharonhoped.
7:28 PM

work like crazy today and not enough people to help out. nothing much to say about today because work is getting more boring and stupid. went out to see doctor and i hope that this time my face will be better. the bill isn't that expensive also but the wait is quite long but makes me very sleepy by the time the doctor calls me.

after prayer and fasting day went to woodlands and met my mum and went shopping. was unable to contact my mum because my phone had a stroke again so in the end i asked someone from Hello! to help me take out the battery and on the phone. the actual price of 2 tees and long pants i bought at outfitter girls is $99 but after the discount is $35. maybe i should have bought more. saw one auntie trying out a dress which is more suitable for teenagers and she still ask for small size. after shopping in woodlands went to bedok to find him. during the bus ride it started raining and it was quite scary sitting in the bus. i think from now on whenever i meet him i should reach home earlier otherwise my mum would start to suspect. somehow couldn't use the computer yesterday so i was able to sleep before midnight.

sharonhoped.
6:18 PM

couldn't use the computer thanks to my brother. anyways yesterday was like any other days with lots of work and tons of complains. i really feel like telling them to just see a private doctor and stop their complains. they can wait in line to but toto and 4D but can't wait to see the doctor. saw a young girl walking with her mum on my way home and that girl is smoking. so shocking at why the mum doesn't care about what her daughter does. went home and came out at night with him and went to hougang mall to walk around. hougang mall is so boring and he still wants to walk there. somehow he is in a good mood so i finally change my handphone keychain to something that looks like him. it looks like him and seeing it always makes my laugh. only get to eat dinner at 10pm because my mum brought satay for me otherwise i would go hungry until today morning.

today i'm busy emoing the whole day. heard from irene that results will come out on 29 jan because her son went to internet and check. what good news to hear early in the morning. today there were a lot of patients and i was very busy and tired. someone asked me a very funny question when i was working. 'do you know where my father is?' this was asked by one of the patient's son. i was like i don't even know your father how am i supposed to find him. he only gave me his father's name and year of birth when i asked for his father's nric he doesn't even know. really sick of my job now but not because of the work i have to do but because of the people there. one acts like the boss and the other one who is supposed to work with me always goes missing in action. in the end i have most of the work pushed to me. was supposed to meet him today but somehow can't meet so i can't use the computer in his house so i have to waste money to use the computer. the person in charge at first assigned me to a computer that can't be on then i changed to a computer that can't use the internet and finally got one that is usable. on the way home spotted celeb hui ge and saw mummy wearing pink. look so cute in that shirt. went out for dinner and helped my mum choose an outfit for chinese new year. it seems like she like it a lot.

sharonhoped.
2:06 PM

seriously i hate my job now. don't understand why she can be so bossy and not only to me but to everyone working there. luckily there is a place for me to hide and avoid her. suddenly there was downtime before noon and i heard that it wasn't a practice it really happened. been rubbing my eyes these few days ever since i knew that i can rub my eyes while wearing contact lenses. at least something happen today to make me hate her and see through her. i came back with c/s for filing and i saw that there are other c/s to send to doctor's room so i placed the c/s aside and do filing later. before i walked off she already ask me to come back and say she has something to tell me. then she said "i tell u ar. next time got c/s for filing must do quickly hor. don't put there ar." i feel like slapping her and scold her on the spot. had fun talking about her to sharmaine and named her lcb. after work went to hougang mall with her and it is really hard to control my mouth to stop eating. i wonder when i will really lose my weight. it has been so long since i ate ice cream and all the tibits. i think sleep is the only thing that can replace ice cream for me.

sharonhoped.
8:29 PM

there weren't much people today but the time is passing by real slow. at least i get to waste time in the doctor's room. nothing much to talk about anyway just sick of everything that is happening to me. sick of my work and sick of certain people around me. ever since i knew her name i was already wondering whether her character would be like my pervious manager because they have the same name. it turns out that they are alike. so what if she started work earlier than me. it doesn't mean that she have the rights to boss me around and keep telling me what to do. no wonder she is still single until now. looking forward to saturday so i can slack at home.

sharonhoped.
9:15 PM

was late to work due to my luck. got off 153 earlier then waited for 153 again and the bus finally came at 7.55am. after i board the bus then i realised that i can actually walk to the next bus stop and take 238. but luckily i was only late for 5 mintues and i think nobody knows it. when it was nearing my lunch time suddenly quite a number of people were complaining to me then i found out that there were people waiting since 9 am till noon and their c/s still wasn't up yet. when one complained to me the others just started joining in then i have to work like hell for them. didn't even feel like eating today but was 'forced' to eat. saw leonard on the way home and found out that he is already studying in cjc and remembered he mentioned that cjc can go and see jie jie. but he doesn't look like a j1 he look more like a j2 to me. feel like quiting but all thanks to the stupid thing i have to sign i still have to work for some time.

sharonhoped.
9:47 PM

my first time taking 153 to work and i can't even rest on the bus because i'm afraid that i would miss my stop. time seem to past by very quickly today but i hate my lunch today. all of a sudden there was a meeting for people who take lunch at 12 today. luckily there were people to help us buy lunch otherwise i would have to go hungry. the meeting was long and my food really suck as the portion was too little. after lunch keep messaging sharmaine during work when she was just at first floor and i'm on the second floor. she came up for a while and chatted about a certain him and the whole conversation was quite funny. wonder what will happen on wednesday and saturday. she still have the time to keep on looking out for shuai ge in the building. went home with her and accompanied her for her interview at NTUC at hougang mall. simply don't understand why she still want to take up a weekend job there when she is already working 5.5 days per work. the moment i went home i really slept until dinner time and then went shopping with my mum for a pair of shoes as mine is about to spoil. at least today wasn't that bad i still have enough time to sleep.

sharonhoped.
9:53 PM

i seriously need to learn time management so that i will be able to get more sleep from now onwards. went to EL first thing in the morning and nearly miss my stop because somehow i was just daydreaming in the bus. after service ended it was raining so i taxied to meet him even though i said that i don't want to meet him for a while. the taxi fare is too expensive so i wondered is meeting him for $14.20 worth it. shortly after arriving in bedok it started to rain. did it just happen to rain or it's just my luck. really pity myself because i'm the one that is always bullied by him. somehow my nail just broke and it was bleeding badly but luckily i was at his house that time. i don't mind the pain but i really hope that when the nail grows back it will be back to normal. at night went back to hougang and had mac for the second time today bacause we reached hougang too late so the coffeeshop was already closed. think mac is really disgusting and their menu should change. if i say it in a bad way i should thank him for stealing my sleeping time away from me. he even decided to skip school tomorrow and i can't even go to school and study. must cherish the remaining time that i have and try to rest well for tomorrow's work.

sharonhoped.
11:57 PM

almost late for work today because i think i forgot to on my alarm to wake up yesterday. work wasn't so bad today and i just realised that there are people that care about me during work. was very exhausted by 12.30 and finally my mum fetch me so that she can teach me how to take bus 153 home. went to hougang mall and had lunch and then to dye my hair. took quite a while to choose my colour because i don't really dare to dye something too bright and i didn't want something too dark. at first chose copper but change to red brown because that wasn't as bright. sat for 2 hours while he do my hair and the smell is really disgusting. but i think the 2 hours and $79 is worth it and i think i now love my hair more than anything in this world. next week i still have to start work at 8am so i think sunday will be my sleeping day.

sharonhoped.
9:51 PM

today the people from JCI came again and made me work like crazy but at least i only worked till 1 pm. work was like so messy and quite a number of people kept complaining. shermaine wrote my number on a piece of paper and she lost it. didn't know that ivan is already 31 and has never played bowling before. today 2 people quarrelled but i couldn't stay and watch the scene otherwise i would be involved too. after work rushed home to take something before going to school to help out in the cca orientation. got to take 325 to school after so long but i think i can do without the waiting. really hate it when the sec 1s are so quiet and difficult to talk to. finally saw mummy wang da and he still can remember things that happen years ago. saw ms wong but it was quite sad because she like don't remember me anymore. not much people join but i think more people will join in the future. i really hope that our standard will not drop but be better. had the time to chat with chu qiao and dorothy about things and people. after that went to meet him again but i think i won't go out with him for the time being due to certain reasons. all these running around and staying out late is really wearing me out. i think i rather spend all my free time sleeping.

sharonhoped.
11:42 PM

today is one of the worse day at work. there were people from the JCI today and they kept walking around and randomly shot questions at the staff. so in the end i had to keep walking the whole day and the only rest time was during lunch break. at least some of the staff were nice enough to teach me how to answer the questions that they would fire at me and one even allowed me to sit in an empty doctor's room to waste a bit of time. thought that today was wednesday and was hoping that i could take leave for friday so that i can go back to school. then i realised i made a mistake and i find it more difficult to take leave for friday. anyway talked to mdm about friday but she said that there was not enough manpower so i can't take leave for friday. after that i didn't even feel like working and wanted to skip work tomorrow. after work went to talk to her again and said that i don't mind working half day for her. at least she agreed to that so tomorrow i will be able to go back. after work went home immediately and rushed out again to tampiness mall. saw guzheng senior wei ling on the way home and she didn't really change much. watched alien vs predator 2 with him and his friends. i reached there quite late so we don't really have a choice but watch the 9pm show. the show wasn't that bad and not scary at all just a few sudden shocks here and there. was really tired by the time i reached home and the computer is still giving me problems. i wonder when i will ever get enough sleep and rest. tomorrow the JCI people will still be here and i can't rest but work like mad or at least pretend i'm busy.

sharonhoped.
12:59 AM

today marks the start of a new school year. was hoping to see the students squeeze to board the bus this morning. but i forgot that i take the bus to work too. saw mrs lily lee on the bus too. this made me realised how much i miss hougang secondary school. i really hope to go back someday. today really met some unreasonable people at work today. they really don't give us time to find their c/s for them and they would start complaining. i don't even feel tired after working the whole day. i only sat down when it was my lunch break. normally i would feel very hungry but today i only ate because he said that even if i'm not hungry i still have to eat a little. i really should start taking good care of my face and stop sratching my face if not my face would be full of scars. luckily my mum is willing to wake up early to pack lunch for me to bring to work so i don't need to spend so much money. anyway her cooking is much nicer than outside food.

sharonhoped.
7:59 PM

yesterday was such a nice day despite all the work i had to do. got the feeling that i'm being used and had most of the work pushed to me. but there is nothing much i can do about it anyway. just hope that the time will pass quickly so i can quit and go back to school. anyways after work went home and sleep for a while before going out. didn't really go for countdown but went to east coast park until morning. finally had the chance to lie down and look at the stars. a pity that singapore has too many clouds so there weren't much stars to look at. only realised yesterday that the food there was great. and i didn't even tried much so i hope i will get the chance to go there again with him. waited till morning with the hope to see sunrise but didn't get to see it in the end. reached home around 9 in the morning and slepy until dinner time. was supposed to clean up my room today as ordered by my mum and i promised her but i didn't do anything about it. was hoping i could use the computer earlier but it was giving me some problems so i can't use it. tomorrow have to get back to work and hope that the time will pass by quickly.
Happy New Year!

sharonhoped.
7:37 PM

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