Wednesday, April 30, 2008
today has been a busy and not busy day. i should be happy because lessons ended at 12 but i didn't even print out my tutorial stuff because i thought jonathan would print for me but he didn't and ms tay is like so strict. i seriously don't want to get thrown out of class. must really learn to be independent and stop relying on others anymore. at least i got my first thumbdrive so i can store my stuff and print it in school. jeevan played with my webcam when i was away and he was happily carrying my bag when i got back. did research in the library with adriel and i nearly rotted from all the sitting. technology is too good until u can't msn with people beside you. went to find ghim hong and his friends for a while and all i got is bad treatment from him. no more next time then he know. must remember to get apel book and do the survey before ms tay scolds me. cheerleading try outs seem find but normally we only get to start with the fun stuff first. i heard that there will be running. was supposed to eat after training but it was too late so melvin didn't come out and i was really pissed even though i didn't scold him. was lazy to walk to the bubble tea place so i just drank ice milo from macs and i am still afraid of ice milo since last time. must wake up early but not to go to school but to do tutorials. ARGH! so stress.
he really looks bitchy in this.
i do not know what he is trying to do/pose.
sharonhoped.
12:16 AM
Monday, April 28, 2008
was late for OB again thanks stanley. but then the lecturer also started late so i didn't really miss anything. TYPE A TYPE B! waited one hour for ghim hong and stanley to have lunch with them and their classmates. kind of regretted because i was eating with a bunch of unknowns. don't think i will go find them again so weird. apel went by quickly and i learnt that i need to contribute more so that in year 3 i will have things to present and things to file in my portfolio. LSM ended in half an hours time so we were super early for CSA. lucky june was sitting beside me because the teacher was really going super fast and i couldn't follow her at all. still have homework and i got to do it on my own. still have to do research on businesses and i don't even know how to start. ARGH!
sharonhoped.
10:10 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i'm supposed to have perfected praise but church is really like the usual today except for the fact that justin keeps disturbing me and i still find his jokes about me funny so i'm like encouraging him to continue. no pool today due to AGM. after thinking for a while today's sunday is different. rushed through all my work and the readings i'm supposed to do but i still haven't finish legal systems and methods. heard from jami that there is something that is a lawyer in my church. i think i found my tuition teacher and i hope she doesn't charge. not much people chatted with me today except for a few weird ones that appear offline and they suddenly talked to me. stanley went missing again! how annoying.
sharonhoped.
11:04 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
somehow i can't quit my job and i seriously pulled a long face then steve let me work on saturdays ONLY. how nice? ann got me into a quiz or whatever it's called.
why are skinny people labled as pretty?
because some people are bias
what i want most right now?
get into top 10%
who is the person you trust most?
Him (certain people cant be trusted)
do you think you have enough confidence?
obviously not
if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
achieve tha dream He placed in me
do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yes because He promised us
do you believe in eternal love?
of course. we had living examples
if you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
depends
list out 3 good points of the person who tag you.
do i hav to lie? (= smart caring(to her bf) does being shorter than me counts?
what are the requirements you wish from your other half?
respect
what feeling do you hate the most?
the feeling of guilt
do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes. hopefully my friends feel the same way
are you always ready to crack a joke?
not good at cracking jokes
what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
surrender my life to him
do you find a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
no dont't think i will get one anyway
why is mas selmemat a 2/3 woman?
i didn't know the answer until i saw ann's blog so im not going to cheat
what kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eye?
someone they can trust
what age you want to die at?
after i finish whatever He wants me to do
what am i doing now?
msning and doing this
intructions: remove question 1 and type in your own. tag 9 other people to do this quiz!
the 9 other people(s):albert brian dorothy ghim hong huda joshua jonas shuhadah kuan teng
sharonhoped.
11:23 PM
chatting online is not a bad thing but it can be ditracting at times. lessons was supposed to end at 12 but it ended at 10.30 cool right? anyways my 2 minute speech i think it dragged to 5 minutes and my group was the last to end. after that i signed up for cheerleading as a back up cca so if both i didn't get in then it will be double malu. today is like a bad day for me. only know him for 3 days and people thought we were an item. went to play pool and it's like whatever i learn is gone from me. at least i survived a long walk from safra to kfc for lunch. got to the bustop and saw wasi and he treats me like a disease don't even want to sit beside me. work is like dumb also. steve doesn't let me quit. i seriously got no time to work anymore and i got to avoid the whole section B because someone came. i tried to blog since 12 and msn is like distracting.
sharonhoped.
12:13 AM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
woke up really early just to meet with jonathan to buy out law dictionary from the bookshop and we waited super long even though we were the first in line. lectures were fine and i seriously do not understand why we had to take economics? Ann i need you. as for CSA i hate computer ok. if in the past we can live without techonology why can't we do the same? can we just be caveman and cavewoman? or is it because my classmates and i keep laughing at the gay it. haha and i think he is in leonard's class. engineering LT are cool and unique. i am about to finish my L comm homework and hopefully start on some reading. got to do a two mintue speech tomorrow at 3 HOURS of L comm hopefully i don't mess it up.
here's advice for smokers out there. guys if you smoke your sperm is not going to work properly so don't think if you are young you can keep producing sperms. girls if you smoke your menopause will arrive earlier and your menstrual cycle will be irregular or absent and i think most lightly you are girls who have sex with boyfriends so when your menses come late you will be like 'ARGH i'm pregnant" and let's hope your boyfriend doesn't dump you and then your menses come. but come to think of it normally your boyfriend smokes too so his sperm can't work so it's unlikely for you to get pregnant. even if you get pregnant his sperm is of bad quality so you will have retarded babies! HAHA!
sharonhoped.
8:33 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i think i seriously wasted two whole days. yesterday had no lessons and today's lesson is 4 to 6. but what can i do? nobody to go out with. and most importantly i got no money to spend. and i still got to buy a dictornary along with lecture notes and books. it costs more than my one week allowance. if only money can drop from the sky or something because i seriously don't want to use the money to buy contact lenses and money for my new job. my class girls are pretty so it becomes demoralising for me to study among a bunch of pretty and smart girls.
sharonhoped.
9:18 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
what a bad way to start school today. i was late for ten mintues for my first lesson. even though there will not be attendence taking in lectures i still can't be late all the time right. especially when i use to be early last time. lessons weren't so detailed but i think after some time i can't use lesson time to make friends anymore. got left behind by leonard and wasi because both of them went to gym on the first day of school. at least the library has books that appeal to me. went for lunch with ghim hong and leonard lim and i seriously regret not having proper meals because i was hungry by the time i reach home. i love school life and life without work. finally i can watch tv series but i'm sitting here typing away so i'm like not doing what i preach. so glad i don't have school tomorrow. (=
sharonhoped.
8:04 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
had a fever that shot up to 38.0 degrees it may not be high to some people but i really felt very sick yesterday night. luckily my fever went down i think but my throat still hurts and my sexy voice is still with me. when my dad rubbed my knee it felt so pain compared to me rubbing it. it disappeared a little but it's still big. after church had pool lessons and i learn so slow compared to others. after that went home and bought contact lenses and my mum is going to pay half. yay! but the bad news is that my san guang increase by a lot my degree only went up a little. school is offically starting tomorrow so i got to pray hard that i don't look and act stupid.
taken yesterday around midnight
also taken yesterday in the afternoon. obviously it spreaded
taken today. it faded a little but the area is still big
sharonhoped.
9:50 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
2nd day was like so crazy. met my care person ms tay and she's really pretty. after that got to rush off to cheerleading and learn dance steps. but in the end i still couldn't get it. i got a few big blueblacks on my knee and it hurts. business school is the champion again for this year and ian was sitting beside me and i was cheering so loudly till i have a sexy voice now and i didn't even notice him. there were people who were from hs that i wasn't close to and somehow they found me and said hi i was like so shock that they noticed me. thought normally people just ignore me and leave me out. went for dinner ar kfc and just seeing jonas face i can laugh non stop. when for jam and hop and danced like crazy with huda and her friends after she found me. drank only half a cup of macs ice milo and it gave me the runs 3 times. i seriously don't dare to drink it anymore. it's so late already and i'm still posting here in the dark in my brother's room and it's hurting my eye and the batteries are about to finish and i haven't bathe. opps!
scream in silence
i found someone that loves acting cute too
i'm hitting joshua
and he scolded me
3 retards rb me and jonas
another retarded picture of mandy jonas and joshua
he doesn't look like one but he is a good break dancer
he took this with my phone when i ask him to help take picture
rb me jamie mandy jasmine joshua
group pic1
group pic2
he is the guy that looks like the css guy and talks like samuel
two damn good dancers
sharonhoped.
11:54 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
finally got to wait till the day of my orientation which is today. i was like a primary school student going to school for the first time. still got to wait for leonard's call then i can take the bus but when i wanted to take the bus then i realised i forgot to bring my purse. so they whole day i was like borrowing money and someone paid for my dinner when i don't even know her name and she's like 'it's ok i can pay for you and you no need to return cause only $3' anyways i signed up for the cheerleading compeition tomorrow and meet a whole lot of new friends but i got to practice today and tomorrow which means i can't get to know my classmates. one of the cheerleaders is joshua and he looks like the winner from campus superstar 1 and talks like samuel. he took a picture of me while i was warming up and my legs look skinny but i know they are still fat. and one guy in cheerleading as a cca looks like zhi yang and his white too. (= my legs are like going to drop off and my thighs are like hard from all the jumping. i think i'm having second thoughts about joining cheerleading. it's so late already and i'm still typing away on my brother's laptop. oh ya i threw away my left contacts this morning because my eye was irritated somehow so now i got no more left contacts. got to sleep right soon because i still have to wake up tomorrow morning and listen to people talk.
sharonhoped.
11:19 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
had a little chat with my mum yesterday and somehow she was ok about my new job. at least that's better than her disapproving everything i want to do. so now i got to save extra hard to pay money to engage a makeup artist and photographer. it costs $470 just to take some dumb shoots so i'm not going to quit until i earn more than $500 from this job. luckily i can pay slowly but that means there will be some time before i can really earn money. besides the money thing i still got to force myself to slim down if not i'm going to look fat when i take the pictures and it will be a waste of money. hopefully i can get it done within two months so i can use the harvey norman thing to print pictures for free since i got 2 40 photos coupon. hopefully my mum will pay for my contacts lenses so i can save more.
sharonhoped.
3:27 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
start of a brand new week and guess what? all the schools have started lessons except for temasek poly. how nice? not at all. i'm sick of seeing people's blog and their post of their orientation and first day of school. i still have to wait till the end of this week to meet new people.
sharonhoped.
11:51 PM
i love this sunday today except when it was at night. i think i experience 'perfected praise' when i went to church today. justin freaked me out by saying he know my blog url then he said that he took less than an hour to figure it out. smart guy. then the usual except i have an addition pool lesson today. i think i'm the noobest over there who can't do an open bridge. i only can hit the ball straight when they were videoing me so i was pressurised to aim properly. my day ended nicely here then my nightmare came. maybe i shouldn't go to bedok at all. not only waited for 3 hours i didn't had dinner and the rest was just plain nightmare.
sharonhoped.
12:17 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
i didn't arrive in late for work due to my good time management. (= went out despite the rain and made up some excuse and didn't go to my agent but went to find a scanner owner. waiting for half an hour for him to arrive! such a bad impression. anyways we just watch time flew by then i went home to prepare for work. was super happy at work because i don't have to work today. finally can have sundays off now. the boss's son who is also my junior at hs off the light and closed the door when i went in the storeroom to get sugar. got a shock then i think i was tramatized a little and knock myself on the head. my brother got himself a notebook and his mouse is super cute. feel like buying one for myself but i don't want to spend money. maybe next time.
sharonhoped.
11:45 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
my interview went great so now all i need is just my mum's consent. i think even if she doesn't allow i'm still going to do it. at least i'm going to tell her what i'm doing instead of keeping it from her. saw a lot of sp students doing flagday. poor thing because they have flagday for orientation. after that went out with ann to buy her stuff and went back to hougang secondary to collect my o level cert. then we went away school taking pictures and reliving our past in hs. saw an chun with his band thing but it was a pity that he couldn't take pictures with us. forgot to take a picture of the banner in front of the general office. because it proofs that the class of 2007 got a silver value added award for express and normal streams. and mr chia keeps saying if we can't get it then very no face. took a cab home and a cab to work and was still late. the trip to work cost like $15+ but i told the driver that i only had 10 bucks with me. i think he feels that since i'm young so he's fine with me paying less. (=
an chun please hurry up and open the door!
4e4-one of my favourite places
ann taking picture of me taking picture of '4e4'
me and ann at 4th floor
ann staring into blank space
took a picture at the girls toilet
me sitting on toilet bowl
dumb dumb face for me
for once ann is taller than me
what can i say? she just loves the toilet
who is that in the mirror? does she looks cute?
our school toilet is forever toiletpaperless
hey. they have new lockers. how unfair!
27.5 remember this date and get me a present
we got our cert!
i love the swing
ann always sits here during pe(because she got no class spirit)
the sun is too bright
boy i think i missed you the whole week but i'm not going to tell you. ok fine if we meet tomorrow then maybe...
sharonhoped.
11:55 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
today seems like a i-don't-know-what-to-say day. went taka for appointment and was late for half an hour then when i'm done i got scouted. is it just me or His plan to make me late? so went back and brought my laptop out and used it at the library and fixed an appoinment for an interview tomorrow. wasn't raining when i left for work but it was pouring like mad after i alight at farrer park. on the way back i started worrying about what to wear and what to say at the interview tommorow. it's like i shouldn't want that interview in the first place.
sharonhoped.
10:47 PM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
crap crap and more crap. got a router but couldn't get it to work. and at work the time was like so slow and i wasn't feeling well so went back half an hour earlier so i tried the router thing again when i finally got to know what my ip address is thanks to uncle albert but what about subnet mask, gateway, dns 1 and dns 2? ARGH!! this is killing me. i'm going to force someone to help me whether he likes it or not. =)
sharonhoped.
11:54 PM
i don't know whether i should laugh or cry. i got my very own laptop(finally)! gotten it just before my work so i couldn't 'play' around with it. and the time seems to pass super slow today and i can't wait to touch my laptop. when i got the time to use it i can't use the internet and i don't even know how to transfer my music and pictures into my computer. it's like i on it, mess around a little and achieved nothing much. please let friday come faster so that i can get someone to help me.
sharonhoped.
1:00 AM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
i'm seriously so absent minded. i forgot to take my umbrella on saturday and today too. and i'm supposed to change my lenses every month end and i only changed it yesterday. at least i now know that i can wear my lenses for a longer period of time. no wonder i have irritated eyes these few days. saw an ex-friend's picture in friendster and i just got the urge to slap his face. i know this is a bad thing but i can't help it. i got a feeling that my dreams are really planned before i'm born i'm not only getting more dreams it's getting clearer to me with every single day's event.
sharonhoped.
11:46 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008
even though i have things to blog about i not only don't know where to start but i'm also shocked by a message i recieved just now. should i believe what he said and hope for the best or should i think of the bad things and believe it would never happen? after all the time that i wasted i thought i forgotten about him but actually i still miss him alot. anyways the shopping trip was great even though we alighted at orchard mrt and walked all the way to plaza singapura and took a cab to far east plaza. the pictures were taken at newton mrt because we took the wrong side when we wanted to go to bugis. :P
if only i am able to smile like that now
i'm ugly
sharonhoped.
9:19 PM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
went out with my dad in search of laptops. in the end didn't get any. seems like laptops and me are just not meant to be. still cannot resist having supper at work. ok fine i got to force myself not to eat during normal meals anymore.
sharonhoped.
11:51 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
today seemed like a pretty busy day. at least the time would pass by faster this way. when for my appointment at taka then walked all the way to heeren to get my bag exchanged for a new one because bags on display just looks really old and used. they didn't have the stock so they called cine and i'm supposed to walk there and get it myself. i was hoping that they would go over and get it for me. after that went home and walked into harvey norman to look at laptops and found one that i like but i wonder if my parents have the money to buy it for me. no point saving the money now so if i can't get a laptop then i will just be laptopless. got to stop all this supper eating. even my boss says that i grown fatter after i started working.
sharonhoped.
11:47 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
watched horton yesterday night and it's really funny and cute. i think the best part is when horton is trying to cross the bridge. watched movies and played games the whole day and of course did quizes on the web. my bill came and finally the amount dropped to $50+. i think my mum is going to expect me to pay by myself. have to work later on. the thing i hate about going to work is the part when i have to force myself to get out of my house.
You Are a Great Student
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You aren't afraid to crack the books when you need to, and you make your education a true priority.
You could become a PhD in anything, if you set your mind to it. There's no limit to what you can learn!
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i admit i cheated a little on this quiz (:
You Are "Wow"!
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this is lame
You Are Cookie Monster
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Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.
You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.
You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking
How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"
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it would be better if i get elmo.
Your Birthdate: May 27
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You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
Your power month: September
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i don't get it.
Your Career Personality: Caring, People-Oriented, and Competent
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Your Ideal Careers:
Esthetician
Massage therapist
Nurse
Pediatrician
Personal assistant
Personal coach
Personal trainer
Preschool teacher
Volunteer coordinator
Wedding planner
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none are what i had in mind
You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart
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You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!
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at least they are right about my nails
sharonhoped.
12:32 PM
