Tuesday, July 29, 2008
despite my tiredness which i didn't mind of course since i had a tiny bit of achievement today. everyday is like projects and work, so boring. saw my vp from hs and i think he said that hs is starting cheerleading. so cool. tomorrow actually had no lessons but i'm still going back to for ob and op. learnt shoulderstand and elevator today. besides the pain everything else seems fine but i still must train more. must train on my popping, so i can pop high like a guy! there will always be some sad parts in life right. but now it seems that i have already changed for chirst. even when people hurt me, bitch about me, treat me like crap when i really gave in my all in certain friendships i somehow feel sad for these people. if i'm still the person i use to be, i would just bitch about them and be damn annoyed with them. either i'm too busy with work to be bothered about these people all i have really changed. which i hoped i did change for the better. if certain people don't want the things that i did for them, too bad. i rather spend my time helping others who would want my help. don't worry, i'm not bitching about you like the way certain people did to me.
sharonhoped.
12:18 AM
