Sunday, November 4, 2007
i have a very strong feeling that i'm about to break down. there are so many feelings inside me blending together and i can't take it anymore. if i don't want others to know i have to force myself to smile in front of others and it's so tiring. but if i don't smile my friends might ask and i don't know how to answer them. his actions and words are totally different and it's wearing me out. he is making me tired mentally and physically. tomorrow is social studies paper and i must score extremely well to get B4 for combined humanities and i really got no energy to take exams anymore. stress from o levels will end very soon but what about the stress given by him. it will start immediately after my exams and i don't think i have the strength to deal with the stress he has given me. why can't his words and actions go side by side with each other.
sharonhoped.
9:25 PM
