name's sharon

2009-02-06T23:19:00.002+08:00

its my 451 post and i think it might be the last. so much for not being influenced by others. no more emoing from now on. i don't see any reason why i should be affected by others and getting upset when i can have fun with the people who will never backstab me or bitch about me. i know i shouldn't be saying this but i think you know who you are and i hope someday someone will backstab you bigtime. this is for all the nice people like the retardS in cheer and the bigtime losers. have a good laugh while it last. peace.

2009-02-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

i feel so bad not knowing that there is criminal lecture today. )= finally done with psychology and must start preparing for test on saturday. i think my presentation skills really suck. i keep getting stuck at words throughout. today's training full of flying insects around.

2009-02-04T22:57:00.001+08:00

today is sick day. even without oning my fan i still can sneeze non stop. this is going to be a sleepless night without my aircon but with thick thick blanket. my throat is killing me.

2009-02-04T02:05:00.001+08:00

i guess i thought wrong. nothing has improved or change.

2009-02-03T00:26:00.002+08:00

what a "great" way to start the day. handing in the tort report. its traumatising. today's training really super tiring. since the girls were not here so i just kept on doing my front walk and cartwheel. it is better but still got like 10 rooms for improvement. still got tutorial not done. going to die later during econs and lsm.

2009-02-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

i cannot take it anymore. i hate this and i am going to do something about it. chionging my workout everyday no matter how long it takes. if not how am i going to reach my goal.

2009-01-30T22:59:00.001+08:00

another week has gone just like that. and i wasted most of the week doing stuff like watching tv and playing games online. like got no life.

2009-01-27T22:59:00.003+08:00

cny just came and went. at least i got the chance to see the cutest baby ever! she has pretty big eyes and i'm talking about her pupil. she don't cry when strangers cry her she is fine so long as you play with her. too bad no time to take pictures with her. i still in holiday mood and tomorrow still have to go to school early in the morning. i hate my "3 years don't skip tutorials and lectures policy"

CERTAIN PEOPLE JUST HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS RESPECT! NEVER PUT OTHERS IN YOUR EYE.

2009-01-24T23:24:00.005+08:00

after lcomm test went out with jocelyn and really shopped the whole day. saw really pretty salesgirl at bugis. she's tall and pretty with a nice accent and totally looks asian. the shop is VIOLA. when we were just about to leave suntec suddenly a guy from a cartshop came up to me and request to do my hair. the way he did it seems very easy and the effect is very nice. i will get it, if he sell it to me for free. i just hope i get enough rest for tomorrow.

a cute guy fried my ice cream for me

i really have no idea why there are cakes in a shoe shop. but it looks real.

found this in bugis

too blur take again

my photography skills not bad

25 jan

you get fun when you buy this ice cream

this is super big but i think average taste

2009-01-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

i realised that there are lesser and lesser things for me to talk about. its not because nothing happen. its about whether i can say everything out. but then again why should i even bother about how other people feel? if they are unhappy with me they can don't come here. before i decide i will better get some sleep first. these few days i keep waking up in the morning and off my alarm before going back to sleep. i don't want the same thing to happen tomorrow.

2009-01-23T05:16:00.003+08:00

why am i still awake? because i fell asleep and off my alarm when it went off. train my walk over and cart wheel during training and i can really feel that it is so much better. i'm glad to know that there are nice people in this world.
it was never easy to begin with.

2009-01-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

really chiong every thing today. finally finish economics and criminal peer teaching. of course have too finish. presenting later! had a fun time quarreling and arguing with wasi on the way back. end up both win and lost. ok i'm tired from doing psychology too.

2009-01-21T01:03:00.002+08:00

lsm op was really scary. with wendy yu in the room and you talking to her. and she trying to shoot you back with questions your really have no answer to. its irritating. at least one of the big things is done. still got criminal peer teaching on thursday, submission of psychology project on thursday, submission of economics report on friday. tort law submission on 2 feb. stress

2009-01-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

i'm really tired and i don't want to die tomorrow during op for lsm.

2009-01-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

i'm done with criminal peer teaching. done with lcomm prelab. done with economics. half way done with tort and lsm. as for psychology? wait in line psychology.
WAIT IN LINE!

2009-01-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

yeah! done with criminal peer teaching about 90%. then went out with my mum. so glad we have the same shoe size. then i can wear her new heels for op this coming tuesday. tomorrow got 'singing', time to die?

our dinner. super nice

2009-01-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY!
SAD )=
STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyday study and do project. after a fun session of training went home and had my mood down because people keep saying i'm blonde. and there is like solid evidence that i really am blonde inside?! and then nethan brought good and bad news. so irritating. then ming is calling me blonde and monkeh. what is that??
I LOVE RETARDS! shakie

2009-01-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

finally done with criminal law report. so i note down on all the projects, assignment and all the deadlines we still have. still have tons and tons of work to do before mugging for end-sem.
OMG SO STRESS!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-13T23:26:00.001+08:00

you really will appreciate things when you lost or is on the verge of losing it. like when i injured my ankle i thought it was cool because i never dislocate my ankle before. until it became so troublesome for me to move around. and such injuries will never heal to the extent like my ankle is not injured before. then got knocked in the eye today and i thought either my eye is going to go inside or i will turn blind. eyes don't get bruise right? if not how i rub the bruise??

2009-01-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

projects are really killing me. and in addition to my work load, i have cheer. learn a lot of things during training. and thanks to steph and cheryl i get tossed and they damn strong. (=

2009-01-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i get pissed off and there is always people opposing you. i try to be quiet and just agree with everything okay. i rather worry about bigger things like not getting enough sleep and not slimming down fast enough.

2009-01-10T21:44:00.003+08:00

today really very very exhausting. but still not going to K.O. finally had a little progression on criminal law but still must jia you. and this indian keep calling me for the past few days but i didn't pick up and i still thought it was someone from iguides. nearly wanted to intro him to police. his first call was 6 jan using the number 81161365 and i scolded him today. then he use another number 94258418 to call. i can clearly hear him asking me where i stay. stupid asshole. now when i think about it. i had cheer practice for the whole week. and today still went for iguides. all the cheering really made me damn high. and i get to be a tour guide although it was towards the end. am going to (i forgot what i wanted to say) SHIT! never mind. and i saw janielson. and the bridge was full of crazy people having fits.

2009-01-09T22:56:00.006+08:00

i really can't remember much about what happen yesterday. i only know it was open house and we had performance.

yeah! today's performance was great. but never take much photos. except photos of steph. saw the dramatec's performance. it was really good. can feel them being angry and fierce and bitchy.

they serious do not smile during performance

steph so pretty! (=

2009-01-08T02:07:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is open house so i hope that nothing will go wrong during the performance. i kicked a rugby ball when it came to me and it hit the guy just below his stomach. and i still can laugh at what i did. and steph taught me dancing during training. i am not going to be K.Oed after this whole open house thing then i can prove to wasi that i'm a superwoman.

2009-01-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

one more day to open house. crazy training for past two days is enough to make my legs ache like crazy. i need more hours in a day so i can have enough sleep. will rush all my projects and work when i get the chance to.

2009-01-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

i went to bedok town sec for the iguides event. this school really has a small population. the kids are so rude also. except for a few. helping out at this event made me think of life at secondary school. arriving just in time to sing song. was late a couple of times during my 4 years and i was awfully afraid of what will happen. but now in tp i'm like always late and i don't care.
went for psychology lecture and it's so boring on a friday. the lecturer was talking about his own stuff and like nobody is listening to his story. and i'm not proud of my tort results even though i sort of saw it coming. will study hard. i got good news today but after jeevan's meddling all my hope is gone.

2009-01-01T13:43:00.009+08:00

yesterday was our client interview and ms lim was the client. and jeevan brought his toys to school. the lego house, the vehicles and Dr Agnes are so cute. it even made wasi 10 years younger.

the house with happy agnes

the 'cranes'

before

after
i cab back because i can't stand the pain any longer. went to amk hub to get stuff and my toe bleed when i tripped on the way. but since i was a traffic light away from amk hub i didn't bother with tissues when i can use the toilet. but there was this kind soul who gave me her pack of tissues and asked me if i'm fine.
there was endless walking in and out of the house before i finally reach vivo. but it came with endless waiting for chye.
and finally

pictures with me inside are in chye's phone so i decided to take pictures of other people who are not related to me. and i got a bruise from surfing. drunk people are so funny in their actions and speech. and angmoh walked in delifrance and asked for red wine. when we took the bus back to habourfront interchange another drunk angmoh had a funny speech with me.

fireworks

foam party

the guy with red top dances funny

and this indian always lands flat with face down everytime he flips
after calling for 10 thousand times we finally got a cab. number 2795 (=
had bird nest for breakfast and practically slept through the whole day

2008-12-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

it suck to have econs tutorial and no return of papers. eltan, you had 2 weeks to mark, what were you doing? the idiot that picked one for our interviewing. but we were pretty fast to finish everything except the actual interview in one day. felt really guilty for not going for training today but i really need to read up for the interview. and hopefully squeeze in a little criminal law.

2008-12-30T00:19:00.002+08:00

since the start of this school year, everytime we come back from holiday or break, i will never fail to see this class of people. i don't know if they saw me but i did see them. again econs never fails to make me blur and bored. at least i had cheer party to look forward to. will post when i get the pictures.

2008-12-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

now i hate school.
monday is hectic day
tuesday is criminal meeting
wednesday is interviewing
thursday is new year
friday is a lot of events at the same time?
ok, when can i have time to finish the old testament? because i still have 159 pages to go and no time to spare.

2008-12-27T22:54:00.001+08:00

once again my day has been fruitfully wasted. i can't wait for monday 6pm but i can wait for monday to come. i wonder if i walked in with slippers would anyone notice that?

2008-12-26T21:14:00.002+08:00

almost forgot about CDS selection today because i was busy watching videos the whole day. was supposed to get started with cycling until i woke up feeling really sick. should i continue doing my project tomorrow? french, calculus, jap, sociology or ideation?

2008-12-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

merry chirstmas everyone.
tday is like the first time that i celebrated in church because i can't really remember the time when i was at EL when i was a kid. walked for hours around town with alvin until my legs and eyes were tired. and we never walked to the places or do the things we/I actually wanted to do like watch bedtimes stories.

2008-12-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

i think i survived pretty well with icebag on oe hand and pills on the other.

2008-12-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

i'm done with another project but its not criminal. only 12 people turn up today. but at least i get to do more stretching. i want to go open house to get goodie bag.

2008-12-21T20:38:00.003+08:00

the more i look at clothes in shopping malls the more i feel like spending my money. i guess things would be way easier if i just drop 10kg. die die must sit on the exercise machine starting tomorrow. time is running out. why do i always wait until my hair has been cut before learning my lessons?

2008-12-19T23:37:00.001+08:00

caught twilight with jocelyn today. now i know why so many girls love it. its nice.

2008-12-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

training's tough now and i'm still learning btoss. i'm fine with bruises so long as my teeth doesn't get knocked off.

2008-12-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

i think i activated all my muscles during training today. no more strength to do anything except sit and watch youtube.

2008-12-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

twins are small. spent half a day with jocelyn at vivo and spend money until i'm broke now. and none of the things i got is for me. the pepsi is colder than aircon.

2008-12-13T00:32:00.003+08:00

today was everyone-blame-sharon day. not supposed to be affect by comments but i'm still angry over it. yes you can blame me for clicking ONCE and the printer printed so many copies of my letter. remember to blame yourself for not being faster than me. cell outing couldn't be better except for too much food and the cat. seriously, i can take jokes but i cannot stand a cat being near me. i smell like chicken, sand and sea.

2008-12-11T22:17:00.004+08:00

after tort exam the first thing i thought was: playing so much of crossword on ming's ds is not helpful at all. i just hope i don't fail letter drafting tomorrow. because that's my last hope. after exam went to shin yee's house. once you ate korean food prepared by korean people, kopitiam serve lousy food.

2008-12-11T00:23:00.001+08:00

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will not lose my ruler again

i will try not to daydream too much.

2008-12-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

somehow i just know that my econs will fail. but i don't care anymore. shouldn't do last minute study in the first place. but i got viewty to comfort me.

2008-12-07T00:48:00.001+08:00

super tired. i need a mega mac because i volunteered at stand chart. seriously the management need lots of improvement. the worse thing that can happen is not difficult customers, its not enough shirts. it's common sense that more than 50% join for the shirt and they never order to what the people wanted. and let us talk to those angry females? i'm afraid of females now. and i get into top ten counter again. one thing to be happy about in an angry day.

2008-12-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

subway breakfast was the best way to start my day. really really pissed off at lunch until i threw my lunch away without even eating much. thanks uncle helper who wasn't helpful at all. at least after lunch he's gone for good and i got another helper who helped me get into top 10.

2008-12-05T00:23:00.003+08:00

standing for close to 12 hours is really uncomfortable for your legs. counter 52 and 51 the best. and yet the whole thing is super fun. with fun people working with you. love taking pictures before and after work.

2008-12-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

i really really have no idea what to say anymore. or maybe i should keep quiet forever. no more distractions from earthly matters but focus on God. so glad that ghim hong was there so i could really let things out and complain to. how i wish he is a girl. then again there is still no girl that will be so nice to me. those who only know my name is sharon get your facts right about me before shooting your mouth off. don't think that i have black face or i'm being emo cause you might be the cause of it. and don't make me flare up because i just don't want to be like you.

2008-12-03T00:47:00.002+08:00

i'm so glad i have ming and shaun in my group for lsm2. if not we really have to face the music today during project reality check. i had a very interesting geography lesson today. how i wish they were more 3D. psychology project tears me apart. everyday is a bad day when everyone is just treating you like shit.

2008-12-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

i'm so tired after a whole day at school. and doing psychology after that. i got no guts to tell wendy that i did not do her project at all. so busy and my eyelids are 100 tons heavy.

2008-11-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have to finish psychology on tuesday.
we are supposed to get a reality check on our lsm project on tuesday and i only found out today.
for a reason shaun is damn calm about it because he is prepared to face the music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fine we die together.

2008-11-29T21:08:00.004+08:00

MICHEAL AND MIA CANNOT NOT BE TOGETHER!!! i'm so angry with the way things are going now. packing day was fun but require strong arms and lots of strength. and all you get is a whole day of sitting down, back ache and numb legs AND PAPER CUTS. i hate it when i know i have money in my bank account. because i will make it disappear. i got a new bag (=

2008-11-27T22:54:00.005+08:00

i get the feeling that psychology class is getting more interesting now. lets hope the class stay that way. i never knew that smiles were so important until today, even one second can make a big big difference. movie and couple seat so cool. sometimes i wished you were a girl. things would be so much better.

2008-11-26T22:13:00.003+08:00

after 'researching' on animal rights i almost felt like a vegetarian on the inside. had to do two interviews today while the others only did one. thanks lena chow but i really don't need it. tomorrow is going to be a fun day with psychology class and movie with gn after that. (=

what do you think of the picture with kitty in a cup? cute??
can't you see that the kitty look damn pissed off?

2008-11-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

economics and lsm are giving me a headache. study until my head is gonna burst anytime now. microecons articles so difficult to find. medicine is like my everyday after food snack or something.

2008-11-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

cck library qute cute, but very confusing. tried doing push ups at home and succeed at 1st try but took like 5 secs to come up. 2nd try - no more strength.

2008-11-22T22:59:00.004+08:00

tp library doesn't have the book i want. and i badly want to continue reading patricia's book according to the time line. i checked at hougang library and only chua chu kang and yishun have that book. the things i do for a book. if only it wasn't interesting then i won't even read it. cleared my cupboardful of clothes and like i don't even wear 75% of them anymore. i want an endless supply of money so i can go shopping everyday. i want to exercise!

2008-11-21T23:18:00.002+08:00

its irritating if i can't get to use my laptop in school. and the person doesn't help. and my work is piling up and making me sick of school. drawing mindmaps use to be fun and colourful and now its a drag. i'm like having 100hrs (and more) of work to be done within 24hrs. i feel like going back to dance again...

2008-11-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

shit for letter assignment, according to people, i wrote an idiot letter because it was sent to the wrong person from the wrong client!!! i'm having a tough time doing mind maps and researching on problems that has nothing to do with me. my brother decided to make things worse by taking my mouse away. can i blame him for being slow in work?? from now on the word vulgarity will replace all vulgarities i want to say.

2008-11-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

i'm tired but i'm not sleeping. i'm not even spending my time studying.

2008-11-18T22:49:00.002+08:00

it's not worth being angry anymore. because nothing good comes out of it and you waste my time. i think i need to find something to make me stop slacking and start studying.

2008-11-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

i'm pissed until abs exercise can't make me tired.
I HATE YOU AND I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN SO I DON'T HAVE TO SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

got to pay a heavy price for shopping and walking around. my ankle's swollen again and the pain is coming back now. at least i get new clothes with my mum paying for it. i got no guts to read my new book because the cover page is scary. medicine works, after sending a chill down my spine. shit... my econs tutorial is still blank.

2008-11-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

you laugh at me not with me. DAMN YOU

2008-11-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

oops, i skipped psychology lecture accidentally. was supposed to be ready to go out at 8am but at 8.30 i was still using my computer and relaxing at home. and i only notice when my brother ask me what time does my lessons start. ok, i'll just go on friday. me exercising is not reducing my weight at all. fine i'll continue trying to be anorexic.

2008-11-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

joyce's brother let me carry him yesterday without him crying. (= told myself so many times that i'm suppose to study everyday and i end up doing econs tutorial only today. and i did it because tutorial is tomorrow. i also forgot about my prelab letter i'm supposed to draft. and rushed lsm tutorial for tomorrow's session. caught a slight flu in the morning thanks to that wonderful econs lecturer. and i got nothing to wear for Parliament visit.

2008-11-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

went to rp for briefing and i got lost on the way out and still had to ask for directions. rp is too big and too enclosed. the whole school is like a big maze to me. thanks for telling me, so i need not trust you anymore.

2008-11-08T01:38:00.002+08:00

shortest lecture ever today. we got dismissed because we had no questions today... so many people sick in our class and i think i got the germs and bacterial from them also. after gyming i couldn't stop thinking and was laughing to myself about penilbox and ash's joke.

2008-11-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

i'm so glad that my weight didn't increase the past two weeks when i wasn't training or even exercising. so i'm going to force my ankle to exercise tomorrow.

2008-11-05T21:59:00.003+08:00

studies, project and ankle is really ruining my life. because for the first time i doubt psychology class can help. even ming is not helping when he post on the discussion board. i realy have no talent in talking to people huh?

2008-11-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

i think my head would be filled with white hair with all the stress i'm coping with. but i just find it damn difficult to chill and relax with all the work and reading and researching that needs to be done for each subject. i can't even make a decision to whether go for lecture tomorrow or on friday.

2008-11-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

i think my calf grew bigger due to all the walking around in school and standing up. eww.

2008-11-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

keep telling myself that i should study and get things done but always end up doing something else, which has no relation to school. the bus ride to changi beach was so fun, maybe because i'm the only one who didn't lose, but standing up and playing really very tiring. and i got baptised today. yay

2008-11-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

really wasted my time and money going to tan tock seng just for my leg. at least i get to sit on a wheelchair and seeing that my x ray of my ankle means i got no chances of getting a cast. which is a good thing since i have no intention of skipping school. really wanted to thank jeevan for helping me with the groundrules thing but since he laminated the thing without us signing i stopped myself just in time. and i continued wasting my time at home instead of studying.

2008-10-31T22:59:00.002+08:00

i'm tired of walking around with an ankle like that. all the walking is making it more swollen so now my feet looks pretty disgusting. went for psychology today and saw the TK guy. but even with him there doesn't make the lecture more interesting because the lecturer was so boring until i nearly fell asleep. tort pbl was even worse, had to stand up and write and i bet i look dumb in front of her because my english not A1 A2. went home and so coincidental took the same bus with TK guy but he like don't even know who i am. having second thoughts now.

2008-10-30T23:35:00.003+08:00

how can people get so fake and indecisive. it just seem very dumb and childish to me. but if that's what you want i really wish i did not know you at all. i also have no intention to know any attention seekers. maybe i'm too picky with people or maybe these people just don't deserve me being nice to them. either way i had enough and i want nothing to do with these people anymore.
spent my evening with jocelyn and the nice looking restaurant does not serve good food at all. only the ice cream was nice because they didn't make the ice cream themselves. and they called me ms and called jocelyn mdm. haha. high school musical 3 would have been better if my ankle wasn't aching because it was too cold in the cinema. i want 3 years in school to be over quickly. before that i can get some sleep before seeing ms regina tomorrow.

2008-10-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

i did not skip psychology lecture i just decided to postpone it to friday. every visit to the doctor seems more and more painful. i want to run around before sunday. if not how to go into the sea? why jeevan's blog got more people viewing? so unfair. i'm really getting pissed at people who look at me then look at my ankle. what's so nice about it anyway? what if i had to wear a cast? would people start giving me donations for taxi fare? i love cds class even though it's tomorrow.

2008-10-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

"little incidents reveal people's true self." quoted from sharon
anyway i really took my own sweet time in walking to the bustop and going to school in the morning. my reasons for dreading school has changed and my ankle has nothing to do with it. had lessons blah blah blah... took out the bandage at night and it's still swollen. it doesn't hurt that much but i think i'm going to have problems when my ankle fully recovers. i totally forgot how to walk properly. i think i need physiotherapy.

2008-10-27T20:10:00.003+08:00

went back to see the doctor again to change medicine on my ankle. he freakin cracked my ankle again and still poked needles on my ankle because it was swollen. but at least it feels much better now but i hope he don't do the same thing when i go back on wednesday again. and the medicine he gave me taste even worse than the previous one. yuck. i love it when my hair grows back quick enough for me to not look stupid.

2008-10-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

i'm like handicapped now that i can't walk. can't even flex or point my leg, but i badly want to go out tomorrow. my last run was at thursday and i feel myself getting fatter not running and sweating. i guess i got to go school earlier now that i walk so slowly.

2008-10-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

was supposed to wake up at 6am but i didn't get up when my alarm went off. so i slept until 9 which is the time that i'm supposed to be in school for training. went with the hope of running but end up hurting my ankle again. this time the bone went out of place as according to the doctor and i screamed real loud when she put my ankle in place. now my leg is like a big dumpling now. i can't even walk around at home. and i lost weight again even though i didn't run enough for this whole week. when i recover i must run to make up for lost time and lose more weight.

2008-10-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

i really don't see anything funny in me wearing specs to school. and there is only one lecture today at 2pm. i really dread school on friday, start late and end late. after the NE forum i had a hard time with my craving for subway and starbucks but i still manage to not eat. tomorrow must run.

2008-10-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

still didn't run much today but stretching after exercising really feels good and less painful. finally the girl bases can out hold the guy bases at liberty. but it only happened once. and i love my psychology class.

2008-10-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

i was feeling so excited for psychology and i woke up in time and everything but still walked in late for lecture... after that went running but my stamina still need lots of work. and i'm finally starting to lose my muscle weight so i'm going to increase the running and decrease the eating. i really got to study for subjects like lsm and lcomm and not screw up like last sem because sem 1.2 seems really fierce. leonard got chased out today because he was late. meaning 1L05 can't be late for tutorials. seems like i can't slack as much now. )= ran with pearl an after lsm and i don't like running in the gym because i feel like a fish but i want the treadmill. must force myself to run more tomorrow.

2008-10-22T00:42:00.004+08:00

next time must come home earlier so i can more sleep because the next day i have psychology. heard that it's tough but i'm still looking forward to it. i hope i can score higher than the average grade. tomorrow i'm going to run like crazy and hopefully lose weight before 2009. did extension with geok ghee liberty but i didn't felt that i did a good job because she fell so many times. tried filing my notes and reading stuff but gave up at tort and lcomm. the reading stuff are simply too much for me to take. thanks hui xian for getting me kissable lips that taste sweet and smells like chocolate. and i'm tired!

2008-10-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

first day of school haven't been so bad after all. but still, it's only the first day, who knows what will happen after that. i got a strong feeling the projects are coming in after one week. and i'm so tired after training i wonder when i will get the time to study. and i have no intention of doing so badly like sem 1. i still use my arm and back during training, so lousy.

2008-10-19T19:08:00.003+08:00

had auditions after service then rushed for class 101 so i still have no idea about what the results are but i think i got no chances. talk about embarrassement, i wonder what did the people sitting behind were thinking. must be 'her voice so not nice still want audition'. )= i want a job because my mum has no intention of supporting me for a bag. finished up the exercises that i had to do after i got home. still can't find any flip cart paper so i hope i won't get throw out of class tomorrow. got to force myself to study no matter i like it or not.

2008-10-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

made breakfast and slacked the whole day until evening before going to run. i hope i can run on a daily basis when school starts. and i'm still not prepared for tomorrow. die

2008-10-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

a part of me really dread sunday. what can i do to not die terribly. and i'm still lagging behind school even though it has not started yet. i don't want to get thrown out of lesson on monday. i'm afraid of her.

2008-10-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

i can remember how i use to love going to school and study. i even love the way i mug for exams. but when i saw my timetable and just one tutor that i'm really really afraid of can ruin my whole sem 1.2. and the things that i got to prepare for even before school starts is really crazy. 3 hours of her every week is too bad. what can i say or do? nothing. saw the engine school orientation and the people were like so funny. enthu people infront and emo people behind. haha

2008-10-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

somehow i got more energy for training today. got to learn twist up and pop but now i got trembling hands. i even love the bruise i got because it look as though i got into a fight. continue thinking anorexic. think skinny and hopefully i will make it.

2008-10-13T23:47:00.002+08:00

finally got back to training. but i'm still lousy at being a base. must really shed my weight like crazy. and i want to learn how to cycle.

2008-10-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

i ran 5km today and i did not lose a single gram. maybe i should be anorexic and stop eating but continue training and running. and i found out from the net how to get skinny.
Anorexia is latest trend that is spreading across the world, it originated from Ethiopia. Anorexia is not a fucking disease, but it is a lifestyle. It is something that you should embrace and cherish if you want to be one of the beautiful people. By reading this article, you are on your way on becoming beautiful. So I welcome to the world of the thin and beautiful… that is right I am talking about you FATTY!!!!

How to be an anorexic

Step one
Look at yourself in the mirror fatty and be sick with all the fats and excess meat that is taken over your body. Keep telling yourself you are fat and ugly. Ask your friends, but when they answer that you are not, they are merely telling a white lie just to make you feel better. The fact is you are fat and ugly, and anorexic is the cure to the fucking disease of being fat and ugly.

Step two
Hands off the food Fatty! Fuck up your relationship with Food. Make sure you get sick by the mere mentioned about eating, kitchens, cutlery, refrigerators, restaurants and another that has got to do with food. Eating is for fat people and beautiful people don’t eat. You do wanna be beautiful right?

Step three
Invert pain and punishment on your fat ass for even thinking about food or craving it. The best way is to pluck out some pubic hair every time you think about eating; if you have none, resort to using a rubber band and flick it on your nipples or ear lobe every time you think of food. No pain No gain baby!

Step Four
Hey, you are not just fat but silly, being an anorexic doesn’t mean you don’t eat at all; you do eat but you eat at a minimum. And the only food source of a true anorexic is air. Be sure to acquire the art of preparing, cooking and serving air for all your meals. But don’t overdo it okie? You don’t want air to ruin your diet right?

Master the above steps and you will be on your way on becoming one of the beautiful people. Remember you are fat and ugly, food is evil and every time when I person tells you that you are too thin and you should be eating, that person either mocking you or trying to make you fatter so that she gets all the lime light. Use this picture on the left as your target, happy trying!!!
hopefully i can become something like that.

maybe not to that extreme but if i can be somewhere me and them i would be happy enough.

2008-10-11T21:56:00.003+08:00

i hate it when my mum is right most of the time. especially when she is talking about things in my room. and i can't believe i stayed up all night till 5 am just to finish with a book. and somehow girlish books make me feel sleepy. am i finally reading better stuff now? and i'm not going to die tomorrow, maybe next week instead.

2008-10-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

finally posted the sentosa pictures. i'm so going to die on sunday. seriously regretted filling the form so now i'm going to embarrassed myself.

2008-10-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

tired to exercise a little at home because my mum just refuses to see me out the door and off to training. when next week comes i'm going for training no matter what. unless my mum does something like take my house keys or something. i know i should not think about hating people and getting angry over small stuff but you, are someone i really really do not like and you are petty. no one forces me to webcam ok.

2008-10-05T18:28:00.004+08:00

went to saturday's extra training and my cartwheel isn't any better. and i still tried a backtuck. got to admit i really suck at not leaning forward when squatting down. all the not jumping high enough, never tuck enough, never close my legs and NEVER WEAR SHOES got me two injured ankles. stayed over at steph's house so can go run for hope tomorrow. no bus no cab early in morning so we were late and i get to be in area D. met a sick guy who ask steph and i to date him. crazy asshole.

2008-10-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

i am not going to lay a scissors blade on my hair ever again. i always end up looking stupid and my hair takes forever to grow back. training was fun today learn about walk over and back walk. but i still can't cartwheel. )=

2008-10-01T23:17:00.001+08:00

i think if i chopped off my calf i would be able to do a standard push up properly. i got two options, lose weight or lift weights. it's children's day and i don't get any presents. sulks

2008-10-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

certain things i really had it but i just don't know how to tell. it may be small little things but yet it shows how different people are being treated. i finally get to shoulder stand and not shoulder stood for once. though it's still very lousy but at least i get to stand. justin is the best.